you'd be surprised.try walking home from town after midnight.
you'd be surprised at how many cars would slow down or even stop to offer you a ride.
and the person you put all your faith in,
went to sleep.
and having cried your heart out till it's (supposedly) all empty,
you still hope a miracle might happen.
no, you still
secretly believe in that person.
you'd be surprised how much a month can actually mean to you.
hoping there was still bus... things you do when you're alone and restless.



and because he's joked that he looks like him,

it's been some time since we took a picture together.
In looking over my past few posts, I realize that I may have sounded a touch melodramatic in a number of those posts. It's just that I find it hard to not be depressed when I realize that exactly a month ago I was the happiest person ever. Today, I simply don’t know where I am or where I stand, and it really kills me.