vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
today is the start of a new job, hope it goes fine..
6 days since he left.
=144 freaking hours.
=8640 bloody minutes.
=518400 fucking seconds.
ok, this is lame..
him to me: 3 calls, 12 sms via internet.
me to him: 5 calls, 4emails(which he received only 2!).
this is expensive..
i should be counting down alright, i'm.. till the day he's coming back. meanwhile, i'm dying soon, 24 freaking days..
why did i ever looked forward to the end of 'O's?? this is dumb. i've no life, no job-just yet, he's not around, and yeah, i fear and i'm but a loser who belongs nowhere.
i hafta admit, i did thought of trying to fit into his group, just so... i don't know. don't know if there's any point to it anyway. but you see, i'll never fit in anywhere. what the heck, i'm such a no-spine loser.
yiwen, shut up..
shut up
shut up SHUT UP!
no, i'm no longer feeling sorry for myself. i'm no longer upset bout anything anymore. sometimes, i just hope we're back to exams period again, just so that time'll go by faster.
this is meaningless.. THIS, counting down the days till he returns and trying to make plans with some old friends, is useless and stupid.
i really want to enjoy myself this hols.
thanks, wm for the time yesterday and the day before. but i know, you never fail to note, how boring and awkward it's to be with me.
what's wrong with me?
i don't know how to have fun anymore.
Sunday, November 30, 2003 at 12:36 PM
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alright, it's been a LONG long time since i blog.
events of these 2 months i must record:
1. stupid 'O'level-which took 3 freaking weeks when it could have been done in 2! (3nov-21nov)
2. ha... he asked! (7nov)
3. and then left.. (24nov)
4. cheated in a job (22nov)
5. scouted for freelance modelling (26nov)
6. prom night (26nov)
one note for all. NEVER EVER buy any charity tickets thinking that you're donating to charity associates cos you're NOT!!
the stupid job i almost got myself into, got us to sell tickets. but guess what? each booklet has 10 tickets, which makes 20bucks per booklet. and, $12 goes to our pocket. as for the remainding $8, who knows if the company will keep a part for themselves? say, they keep $5? and only 3 miserable bucks goes to charity!! so to hell to these cheating companies! if you guys want to donate, the best is to send the money to the various charity associations yourself, or, give a helping hand, share your time-that's the best.
alright, prom wasn't that great. quite bored and the food certainly did not worth $55, plus all the makeover and clothes i got for the prom. now i'm regretting, cos the total cost amounts up to at least $355. i should have really took it easy man. forget it.
oh right! he's gona call tonight from... ha, actually, there's nothing much to blog nowadays huh...
thinking bout what to say is tiring(yeah, nessa).
Friday, November 28, 2003 at 1:24 PM
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