vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
nothing is more stupid than being shortlisted for mass comm and early childhood test plus interview and then forgetting all about it. it's like, forgetting to register with the heaven gates when you die or something?? ha, that's pretty lame. but yeah, point taken. that was supposed to be something really important to my future and i actually forgot all about it. so JAE results came out and i was posted to ngee ann for financial and banking services. everyone has been telling me how great that course is and stuff. yeah but if given a choice, i guess i'd rather take something less mundane. mass comm will be great. meanwhile Tamasek actually accepted me into the apparel design and merchandising, but it's like, i'm not totally sure about that anymore.. the prospect in design seems rather dim and competition in that industry is quite terrible, what with laselle and NYAFA. so again, i'm stuck at where should i really be going?!
oh anyway, as i was saying, i missed the tests on the assigned date and thus had to appeal for a chance to take the test on a later date. my appeal went pretty well with my over-aggressive(which is what he has rated it as) letter and i was approved to take the test and interview today. paper starts at 8.30am, came running into the room at 8.32, panting and everything. was halfway through the paper, when i realised i was given a film, media and sound paper! had only half an hour left to do the actual mass comm paper. pretty sad and discouraged when the test ended. took him quite sometime to cheer me up. :) went back to see if i've passed and amazingly, i did!
interview was terrible though. started with a "
you did pretty well in the written test." -which practically brought me to cloud 9. soon everything came plummeting down as i realised i have not done much homework in trying to find out more about mass comm. darn, it's pretty much my own fault actually. plus, the interviewer was giving the "i dont have a care in the world why you're here for" face. totally sucks. so like i told keith, her face was a total turn off.
well, the mass comm opportunity seems rather vague-now. on a positive side, it means one choice down. on a negative side, i'd have really love it to get into that man..
anyway gotta catch some winks soon, tomorrow's gonna be another busy day.
Saturday, March 27, 2004 at 1:22 AM
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haven't been blogging for quite sometime. kinda lazy and busy too these days..
IT roadshow from
11th-14th mar
selling Sandisk products
people coming to us looking for "Scandisk"
$60/day + comm sums to a total of $480 in 4days
just know it's gonna be gone in say, a week?
12th mar fri
after a whole day of tiring work
with endless talking to do and ending with stiff and sore legs
it was a sleepless stayover at airport with him
more than touched
when he massaged my stinky, sweaty feet and legs
again coming to recognition that he does really loves me
cold hard floor and sleepless night at airport just isn't right
so that sums up to an end to airport stayover
19th mar night
finally back at MM
hot body brushing
elbows touching
a night too packed
and rigid with a 1am curfew
had fun
but not quite there
looking forward to throw myself there next fri again
20th mar was meet the mother day
had sakae sushi-mom, sis, tk n me
unfortunate for him
his first sushi came splattering down on his sauce
and of all days
to drop when he's meeting my mom
*LOL*
sakae sushi werent that great
so it was maxwell we next headed for
famous porridge plus orh chuk
and that darn cup of holicks soya milk
that came dripping all the way down my front
headed for chinatown
and tk was there entertaining my mom all along
thanks for all that effort despite your aching back!
diamond earrings for birthday
a proposed photo portfolio
expensively delicious crabs
a stand-by-my-side sms
efforts to establish a
had been non-existing relationship?
my mom certainly is changing.
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pictures up... click our pic to link.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004 at 1:28 PM
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last night,
she was smiling at me.
pulling me around somewhere,
showing me stuff like she used to.
telling me over and over,
to shut up, she's talking.
it was like i've never lost her before.
it. was. like.
well, all but a dream.
dedication for me on radio
two less lonely people in the world
and he insisted they sang wrongly
that it should be one lonely person
cos he has never been lonely
silly him, will he ever get it?
so was listening to the song on my hp
while walking to meet him near my house
the song dedication which brought me to cloud nine
caused me to come crashing down
on the first few steps on slippery ground
so painful my 'over-sprained' left ankle was
that i sat right outisde the swimming pool complex and cried
*laughter*
well, i really couldn't stop the tears
and it got a tat too dramatic
called him howling on the phone that
i've broken my leg and will he please come?!
and he came running
with that funny scared look
so despite the excrutiating pain
i just had to laugh
and so did he
so i cant go get those papers from viv's mom
and i just wanted to go home
with much effort he helped me up
and tried to send me home
but his injured back cant take my new-weigh like a pig-weight
ok, so i've gained a couple of kilos(oh dear-i need a diet!)
so we ended sitting on some corridor outside the complex
like 2 refugees
with an injured ankle and of course, a back
was waiting for my maid to come and help me home
then came this motorcylist on his bike
signalling to me-i dont know what-
so i was like
whao my maid's super
fancy her asking a biker to bring me home!
turned out he's just asking us to get out of his way
so he could park his motorbike
how evil and unkind, isn't he!
and we almost laughed our heads off
tuition started at 4.30
after he helped me find the exact address
and painfully helped me walk around
well, i was really touched-
so anyway i'm the tutor
my student is an indian
ok so i'm taking back my words of myself wanting to be a racist
cos i dont, not anymore
kid started tuition grinning happily at me
right till the end
he was yawning like he hasn't slept for days
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watched butterfly effect on wed night.
starts great, gripping in the middle, feel it's quite crap in the end.
what's with menopause and driving their kids up the wall?!
Friday, March 05, 2004 at 10:06 PM
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AIR SUPPLY-two less lonely people in the world
I was down my dreams were wearing thin
When you're lost where do you begin
My heart always seemed to drift from day to day
Looking for the love that never came my way
Then you smiled and I reached out to you
I could tell you were lonely too
One look then it all began for you and me
The moment that we touched I knew that there would be
(Chorus)
Two less lonely people in the world
And it's gonna be fine
Out of all the people in the world
I just can't believe you're mine
In my life where everything was wrong
Something finally went right
Now there's two less lonely people
In the world tonight
Just to think what I might have missed
Looking back how did I exist
I dreamed, still I never thought I'd come this far
But miracles come true, I know 'cause here we are
(Chorus)
Tonight I fell in love with you
And all the things I never knew
Seemed to come to me somehow
Baby, love is here and now there's
(Chorus)
Two less lonely people in the world
And it's gonna be fine
Out of all the people in the world
I just can't believe you're mine
In my life where everything was wrong
Something finally went right
Now there's two less lonely people
Two less lonely people
Two less lonely people in the world tonight
wonder how come i always end up loving these old songs.. ha..
Monday, March 01, 2004 at 12:07 AM
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