i am trying on 'moving on'.
some time ago after playing dota, i was fagging at slightly after 3am, before i head home for bed; when i saw this auntie carrying 2-3bags of cans. i felt sad but very lucky at the same time. i have never needed to stay up till 3am to collect 10-20?bucks worth of cans for like 2-3hrs? not even close. i used to get money when i ask for, and i'd been spending them like nobody's business.
and now that i've started a new chapter in life, everything is hard, and easy, at the same time. people being there for me, ready to catch me and lend a hand.
thank you all. and i especially thank my boss who's been most motherly caring to me.