vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
sometimes, people tend to forget. (edited 27/03)
today we had a small date to ourselves. cos fi excused himself, or rather us, thinking that it is my actual birthday; and chups said he wana stay home to study; and eepei said her bf will be too tired.
and i realised we havent really have fun to ourselves for sometime.
i forgot how pussy i can get when i watch movie. we caughed spiderwick and there was all that gancheong scenes that i got so scared i was grabbing his hand so tight he said i intended to break it and squeezing his tummy momentarily when i got shocked. and yes, it's only spiderwick.
but i like it a lot. it's the kinda show i dont mind watching lots of times when i'm at home doing nothing, just wanting to kill time and boredom with a movie. up to date, i've caught harry potter 3 times, kingkong 3times, pirates of the carribean 4times...... and yes, whitechicks at least 20 or so times cos my sister is sucha big fan.
V.I.P. learn your acronyms! ooh. what a beautiful chocolate man! bring it on sisters! 5, 6, 7, 8!maha!!
but there are some shows like elizabethtown/lovemeifyoudare, which i absolutely love but wouldnt wana ruin the initial feeling i've got for the show by allowing myself to have an overdose of them.
so anyw, we met up at 6.30 at vivo, rushed to get 7.15pmtickets, rushed to get my topshop dress where i got a tad too mean to the cashier person for thinking he was such an ass he doesnt want to release my membershipcard, sneaked carlsjunior dinner into the theatre and took pictures (that look the same all the time) outside of vivo and then did a quick walk through tangs which he grumbled more than my bladder was asking me to pee.
i'll upload the pictures tmr.
here are the pictures!
you gui zhai man in the previous 9pm show.
guess how many cavities i've got!!






erm... the following isnt me. it was some stranger trying to get into the picture.






trying to act candid by not looking at the camera...



he finally got it the candid part, and the spastic part too unfortunately.




we shared kisses to last us a lifetime.






this is earlier on before heading out, all set! tata!
i dont even know why i'm here when i'd be doing my work or sleeping then get up early tmr to finish my work. crrap!
okok, no. persevere perseverre!!! 1 and half more months to go!!! =))) sia gave me a final confirmation call on monday that i will officially commence training on the 13th may. =DDD i cant wait to be earning my own monies!!! ok,shant get too excited. goodnight all.
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 at 2:23 AM
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I FUCKING LOVE COLOURING!!
i laughed till i snort and i choke and i gagged and i still laugh when i look at the picture again.
Friday, March 21, 2008 at 2:13 AM
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My fake plants died, because I did not pretend to water them.this was my auntie joyce's, mother of tiffany, msn nick just now. she got it from thegreatsze's blog, cos i showed her this entry in his blog:
http://thegreatsze.blogspot.com/2008/02/new-selfishness-is-breaking-apart-our.htmlgo read it, it's a good read.
oh yes, and her comment halfway thru readin was, 'wa... his blog like GP like that one'
she's just got around using msn and facebook and i've been teaching her the ropes. things like saving emoticons, using them, changing online status, etc. and it's fun chattin w her online, i get to jest her on gettin more and more 'in'. hah!
she's a great aunt. i'd love to have her as my mom, handsome salary and pampers her daughter a lot... totally the dream mother.
anyway, i promised myself when i was sending out the invites not to ever publicly announce what i'm about to, and to insist that you dont buy me anything but just bring yourself to the party - you know all that acting coy...
but i was at this shop at the grand cathay just now, and i simply cannot resist! it's this shop at level 3, beside another cool shop call forest and trees. now please rmb, it's not forest and trees, it's
beside forest and trees. it's got no name and unit number so i dont know. but from the outside you can tell it sells scrapbook stuff and all that nonsense. so, you know what, if you really want to buy me something and dont know what; and when you ask me i pretended to be coy, you can go to the shop and buy me anything there! HAHA!
i especially love this mustard big briefcase that looks like the ones in the darjeeling limited, it's absolutely gorgeous and i can picture myself using it when i start to fly. i'll be the coolest!but i'll tell you another more affordable favourite there. hehe. it's this notebook in brown with the words whowhatwhenhowwhere scribbled in front. the insides has got very nice columned daily planner, sections for how much i spent on shopping, places i want to go, etc etc. IT'S DAMN NICE!!!
if not, just buy me flowers, i'll still be the happiest person in the world. =D
Thursday, March 20, 2008 at 1:19 AM
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washave i been running or is it just nostalgia?i think there's a reason it's 'running - no doubt'. yeah. no doubt bout it.
nos·tal·gia - noun
1. a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time: a nostalgia for his college days.
2. something that elicits or displays nostalgia.
nos·tal·gi·a - noun
1. A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.
2. The condition of being homesick; homesickness.
verarara. says (12:44 AM):
wah the song making me cry, damn emo sia!
he,who looks so damn good after a shower says (12:45 AM):
yea quite its nice
verarara. says (12:45 AM):
i used to love it a lot
he,who looks so damn good after a shower says (12:46 AM):
u were running away from wat?
verarara. says (12:47 AM):
no. it's just the type of song that makes u sit down and cry a little thinking about every little thing. and it's not exactly an awfully sad feeling. i dunno if you get what i mean.
he,who looks so damn good after a shower says (12:48 AM):
nostalgic
he,who looks so damn good after a shower says (12:48 AM):
werent u using tht word lol
verarara. says (12:48 AM):
haha ya, but i thought i seem to be summing things too plainly with nostalgia.
verarara. says (12:49 AM):
i think some feelings are meant to be undescribeable?
when i listened to the song just now, a lot of things went through my mind so randomly and fast that i cant even pinpoint any now. and i cant even say for sure that those were happy or sad thoughts. it made me feel a little lump at the end of my throat, and it was such a fleeting moment i wonder if i even imagined it.
and when i think bout those possible thoughts that might have crossed my mind then, i realise it's not so bad to cry a little sometimes. yet, the sudden verge of tears was too short-lived than i would wish to.
but sometimes too, like just now, i'd walk a good 5mins with that same lump in my throat over the stupidest and insensible issue. it was a matter of words or time for the tears to fall.
and i remember this from nessa's blog:
Today, I tried not to cry when I couldand tried to cry when I couldn't,until now.sometimes i wish i'll stop evaluating stupid things like this, that i can adhere the foolproof way by simply 'not thinking too much'. probing too much about every little feeling and then realising i've invested too much in it to pull a halt; and then right at the end i dont even know where and how the start came about.
life is a misery for average people like me. why cant i be the
wise philosopher that points a finger to anything and just give that knowing smile, and still look smart?
see, i'm so insecure i cant even be sure if i spelt philosopher correctly.
i'm so insecure about where i stand. in this world, in my friends' world, in my family's world.
your boyfriend's friends will always remain as your boyfriend's friends. the affiliation is clearer than any, say, VS boy going into VJ. and the one thing that is most obvious to this point is how they'd call your boyfriend who's 3 train rides away to ask what happened to you when you suddenly decided to head home.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 at 12:47 AM
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 at 10:43 AM
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lazy monday.i stayed home the whole of today in a very long time and did nothing, absolutely nothing but lazing in bed the whole day. now i'm feeling nothing less of what my mom always calls me, worm. or sometimes she'll say i'm so lazy that worms are sprouting out of my whole body. today i'm starting to agree with her, but my dad and her started praising me for staying at home. *rolls eyes*
i caught a cold from yesterday, i dunno if it was from sharing food with eepei, who has the infectious bug that quite a lot of ppl has it already; or kena forced to swim in the icy pool by my little cuzzie last night.
or perhaps it's the grouchiness of having to wake up at 6.30am yesterday to accompany eepei to her sia interview, that's still bugging me. anyway, after the interview, we had nothing to do in town while she waited for zac so i decided or finally decided to perm my hair. i've been wanting to have a short permed hair since..i dunno, last year? but i didnt have the courage to. and i realised if i dont do it now, when i start work in may i may never have a short perm at all.


i went home after the 3hrs perm and went to my sister's room where she just woke up. she starred at me speechlessly for sometime then shouted, 'mama!! there's somebody in my room!!!'
and my brother said i've califlower hair, that i'm auntie ko leh cai.

my sister walked into my room and took a photo of miss bombed hair to show her friends and laugh about it. so as you can see how very nice my siblings are.
oh. random photo i found in my pictures folder. i went to this porridge place beside ah li san with jianwei late one night. and this 4 dishes costed 10bucks! DONT GO THERE AND EAT. like what my grandpa says, 'some porridge places see customers walking in, they began sharpening their knives.'
cny season. 080208



boys will be boys. they never look as serious when they're studying. especially fi. haha.


even when shooting out sperms in computer games.

then i persuaded them to leave the arcade for kian's place to play mj.





LOOK, I HAVE A DICK!


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we took my lil cussie, the super spoilt but cute one to the fun fair.




Monday, March 17, 2008 at 7:42 PM
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