Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

hi there, my love.

this entry is dedicated to:

my man with his gun. oh. not that one he's holding. =p
(obviously that was before he met me, i feed him...well.)

and these are the things he'd do to keep my smile, and many times, laughter too.

and he even used the scarf to wrap his whole head and face and walked towards vivo with me, only to realise after awhile, i was already walking a good 2meters away from him, leaving him to look like a moron with a green wrapped up warp head walking alone.

and he tucks giraffe to bed in bysi bags.

getting all shagged out after accompanying me on shopping trips is a norm(notice his short hair, he was still quite new to it).

and then of cos, he got used to it(see his long hair).

painfully willing to let me lick his lollipop nose.

with practise, he learns to take photos everywhere with me, even on the steps out of the station at harbourfront center; doing stupid stuff.

and then there are pictures he'll possibly kill me for sharing them in the www.

dont think so? how bout this...

and this?
(i'll save him some embarrassment, if it helps, this is a posed picture.)

and yet, he still takes my breath away.

and i often get angry with him cos he can be such a 'softie' sometimes. and that's when i forget how fierce he can be.

and then i realise, it's possibly he's just got a huge soft spot for me.

and he's got those dreams. that he let go, for me. his bike, that i have too faint a heart for. his plane, that i've always stereotypically associate pilots with players. and now, his hair. and i know, i cant and i shouldnt, and i wont, take the possibly last one from him.

and we have dreams. of cos. all couples have dreams...

and today we had one fulfilled. our first, and a very perfect valentine's together. despite feeling like i'm gonna collapse from exhaustion, from crying my eyes, and possibly heart, out as we watch p.s. i love you. from the start to the end of the show, i cried, cried like a pussy. because, death, not as foreign as alzheimier; could take us away from each other. because, watching the show made me realise how i'd possibly never be ready to lose him. because, seeing how the couple seem all too familiar to the both of us.

and i wish i've biggers words, beautiful literature to express how i feel for you. but i've none, except 'i love you's. and i hope those are enough to last a lifetime.

Thursday, February 14, 2008 at 12:31 AM

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