Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

contemplation and procrastination cause momentum lost part 2 : this time round.

cos i've been so busy and tired from house moving, all the inital thoughts that was to contribute to this entry is kinda lost. i'll do a a sketch, whatever comes into my head i'll just put them down in no particular flow nor meaning to you.

i posted the conversation between us for 'both sides of the argument'.

1.
i've some very true friends. not a lot, but enough, and definitely more than some think i have. some, to measure things the material way, would lend me money unconditionally and would totally trust that i'll return them the money as soon as i have it, and eventually even forgetting about the loan. some, to measure things the physical way, steadily agree and make it to most meet ups i suggested/organized. some, to measure things the heartfelt way, gave me reassuring sms/chat when they know i'm down, even in the middle of the night; send me cards to tell me i'm not forgotten; hugs me when they know i need it most.
true friends, come with different traits; and how one perceive who are the true friends also varies. some true friends know they're your true friends; some self-claim they're your true friends. some say 'in the name of true friends...'; some say 'this is what true friends are for.'

whatever it is, never entertain the thought that your friend only has that much true friends. in fact, true friends wouldnt even think of that. true friends, are there for you unconditionally; not even for the fact that they're afraid you've got no one else to turn to; but just cos they want to be there.

2.
boyfriends are the current pillar and possibly the next best friend in your life. but never place the bet that your boyfriend will be there for you all the time. it's like...a stable share. you can be harvesting money for a very long time, every year; and it's known for its stability(unlike malaysian market). yet one day, that share suddenly plummet due to whatever reason; how? suck thumb, lan lan lor.
thus, dont tell me i will ever believe that because i have a bf now, i'm willing to let go of friendships. friendships are like banks. some piggy banks, some real established banks, some cupboard banks(like my grandma's, she used to keep her savings in her wardrobe).

3.
i've mentioned, in my previous post dated december 17, those things i absolutely cant stand about people; even friends. and saying that, i feel i want some changes in my life. and the word try is probably enough. and this, i really appreciate what eepei has been doing. =)

randomly,
Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 at 10:22 PM

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