Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

and this is how this started.

this friend admitted through sms she hasnt been putting enough effort for me and she's do a meet up soon.
this friend later promised me she'd get back to me when i initiated a msn conversation with her.
and she didnt... for a long time.
and just when i thought she's probably gone with the wind.

this came in my email.

titled A loving message from ginny‏
From: 123Greetings.com (ecards@123greetings.com)

anyway, here's the day before the last of 2007.

it always feels good when a day goes like this with nessa.

and she said i look like shit.i.cant.remember.his.name.but.he.has.a.broken.nose.and.he.starred.in.shanghainoon here!

and this was just now.

verarara. says (2:38 AM):
honestly, do u think i wrent too extreme or that i was creatin smth out of nothin?
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
actually
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
i really cannot answer you that
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
cause i was thinking
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
the friendship is different?
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
like when i got close to cassan, it was already like that
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
she comes around when she thinks i need her, or when i am fucking upset
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
etc etc.
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:39 AM):
so i'm quite use to that "arrangement"
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:40 AM):
but for you, i think it's a different thing altogether
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:40 AM):
so i think, nobody knows what this friendship means except you. and really, nobody's comments should matter
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:41 AM):
if you think this is fucked, it's fucked. if you think you're overreacting, you might be?
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:41 AM):
i think at this age, everyone is responsible for themselves and should trust their own thoughts and emotions
verarara. says (2:41 AM):
fair enough...
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:41 AM):
so whatever you wrote and said, you are right, and being fair to yourself
verarara. says (2:42 AM):
thank you love.

and here's something funny.

It's the beginning of an end. says (2:46 AM):
ask jianwei go cut his hair leh
verarara. says (2:46 AM):
haha of cos can, i was jus bout to say this too: ginny i dont want you as the friend who's only there when i'm damn sad only ok.
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:46 AM):
so long, not cool! hahaha
verarara. says (2:46 AM):
i nag till my tongue is draggin the floor alr i swear
verarara. says (2:46 AM):
and he wouldnt listen
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:46 AM):
i saw your pictures and was like "WHY HAIR SO LONG??! like VERA'S ALREADY!!!"
verarara. says (2:46 AM):
and u'r the 5th person who told me tt
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:46 AM):
hahaha
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:47 AM):
he think now what? couples who grow their hair together
verarara. says (2:47 AM):
hahaha. that's really funny.

It's the beginning of an end. says (2:47 AM):
very lomantic is it?!!
verarara. says (2:47 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHA
verarara. says (2:47 AM):
he's going the hippies way la.
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:47 AM):
hippie? tmr buy him leather pants lor
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:47 AM):
boot cut some more. make sure he wears to school ah
verarara. says (2:47 AM):
he told me, that he wish to, when he's 70, tell his grandkids tt their ah gong last time very hip one.
verarara. says (2:48 AM):
can u imagine that's his idea of hip?
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:48 AM):
hip??!! I CAN!
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:48 AM):
hair reaching his HIPS = HIP!
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:48 AM):
hahaha
verarara. says (2:48 AM):
hahahahaha
verarara. says (2:49 AM):
but he hates it when i niam him bout his hair
verarara. says (2:49 AM):
he'd say, 'everyday u gotta hit quota if not no commission right.'
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:49 AM):
haha. ask him cut hair la. later his grandchildren laugh until bogay, their parents/his children sure box him bogay also
verarara. says (2:49 AM):
HAHAHA
verarara. says (2:49 AM):
WHEN DID U BECOME THIS FUNNY!
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:50 AM):
you don't know only. i stay in my shaolinHAHAtemple everyday and practice what
It's the beginning of an end. says (2:50 AM):
you think i really nua at home meh? ahahahahh!

it's either it's been damn long since i've got a msn conversation this funny or i'm suddenly easily tickled, i was laughing my ass off when this ended. actually, i'm pretty easily tickled, but still this is really funny yes?!

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and this was even earlier on.

eepei and i finally met up this hols, and for once no hiccups, she wasnt that late. haha. and it went great. stay tuned for the poolside photos we took, we like. =)

oh and when i was walking from the train station before meeting her, i saw these 2 china girls standing beside the control. and one was on the phone asking her friend that the meeting time is supposed to be 6.30pm, why they werent there yet and if they were playing her out. and i overhead the other girl telling her, 'xin jia po ren dou shi ze yang de la. shou 6.30pm dao, qi shi shi 6.30pm li kai jia ba!' (singaporeans are like that, they say 6.30pm meet up, 6.30pm is when they leave house la!)

i was a little defensively irritated initially, then i thought, she's really stating the fact. like how we always joke bout speculating chups' tardiness. when he say he is leaving house now, he's probably just woken up. when he say he's preparing to leave house, we must not forget he'll not only bathe n get changed real slowly, he'll also wait for his mom to cook(which happens to take damn damn long). when he say he is reaching, he's probably just left house and will reach in another 1 hr's time. that's chups. and probably 1 out of 5 singaporeans are like that. tsk tsk.

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