Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

i have to stand strong, for once.

i will admit i've been counting the days till you sms me and initiate a make up; and constantly checking your blog for an entry in response to my previous entry. well, there's been nothing. but unlike the past when something between us went wrong, where i'd be angry for awhile then i'd be the one trying my best to salvage the friendship. i wont this time, it's time i put a stop to the things i dont deserve.

perhaps you've already put the whole issue behind and you've been busy and like what you always do, you only read friends' blog once in a blur moon, so you dont know how upset i've been about the whole incident. but perhaps too, you're still angry for me going off that night but have not seen my entry on how i felt about things. or you might have seen, but you dont think you're wrong. i dont know.

but since you've not responded in any way, i'm given a chance to add in this. remember the times when we talked about our past squabbles and you told me you feel stupid about them and that you're sorry and you wouldnt want to lose me as a friend cos i'm a nice friend? i hope you'll remember your words and hold them true. cos this time, if things really totally sour up between us, i will stand firm and; will not beg for the friendship and take it as though nothing had ever happened between us when you finally decide you still want this friend, as i used to.
by saying that, i dont mean that i ever pretended that nothing happened between us. it is just that, i've never taken things to heart, to me, friendship is more important than squabbling over who's right and who's wrong-and you know it. i still uphold that principle. but back then, i handled things wrong and seem to always have been begging for the friendship back, and that's probably why now, i feel i've been taken for granted.

now i'd say, i'm drawing a fine line to what i deserve and what i dont. if you feel we should try to talk things out and make things fine, drop me a msg, i promise i wont treat you any differently as i did before. all i ask is that you for once, initiate to salvage the friendship. if you dont, here's thank you for the memories. (and for jianwei too.)

on a lighter note, here's pictures from ginny's birthday.

these are part of the honored 15s. the party theme was Bows. and i bought a minnie mouse helium balloon to the party. yes, minnie mouse's bow. =) but bringing the mouse out of my house to her house is such a bitch. all that cars slowing down to see my minnie, one even horned, while i was waiting for cab. and after like 30mins from looking like a looney, i called a cab. expensive shit. haha. peak hour surcharge plus call charge. pfft to cab fares. anyway i know i didnt bring a more...proper present. i promise, next year onwards when i start work, i will! =p

talking bout cabfares, let's all campaign against the increasing of cab fares by not taking cabs please! actually, i saw the response to the increment already. just now at ps taxi stand and the bus stop in front there were so many taxis queuing for customers, unlike how it used to be when i have to rush home around that hour, i'd be frantically flagging for a taxi. hopefully this goes on during the weekends, then whoohoo! they'll sure to lower the rates back.

i so so so want to watch the dajeeling limited. think i'm gonna love the soundtrack too.

Friday, December 28, 2007 at 1:27 AM

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