way overdued.i was chatting with crystal several weeks back...
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:50 PM):
hai... i was lookin at my past photos of those clubbin days...
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:50 PM):
i've changed so much in these 9 mths w jianwei..
wat should i believe in? says (11:50 PM):
then?
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:50 PM):
i'm no longer the confident, sexy vera...
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:50 PM):
hor? haha!wat should i believe in? says (11:50 PM):
more demure?
wat should i believe in? says (11:51 PM):
haha still confident n sexy but mayb nt so wild n loud
wat should i believe in? says (11:51 PM):
u don like urself now?
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:52 PM):
dunno leh.. i feel i've become a auntie.
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:52 PM):
i no longer shop n make myself pretty... no longer keep in trends.
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:52 PM):
and i really miss the wild n loud side.
wat should i believe in? says (11:54 PM):
oh mayb its ur chen li ping's hairstyle?all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:54 PM):
hahahahaha CRYSTAL!!!!
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:54 PM):
dont make me cry can!
wat should i believe in? says (11:54 PM):
u can always be wild n loud bt still a darlin to jw
wat should i believe in? says (11:54 PM):
haha
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:55 PM):
haha but first i gotta lose the 3kgs i gained n the 3kgs i'm suppose to lose! (actually i need more than that! i need a new hairdo, a need wardrobe, a new skin, new lungs, new mindset wiped off my current experiences, new energy like when i was 17, or better, if i have the energy of sarah's dog!)
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:55 PM):
bahhh.
wat should i believe in? says (11:56 PM):
haha can la all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:56 PM):
haha u duno how lazy, yet greedy i am la..
wat should i believe in? says (11:57 PM):
slp more lo its wouldnt make u feel like eating as muchall i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:59 PM):
ya everyday, i sleep till cows come home then i try to find smth to do.. usually go out.. then i go home continue sleep again...
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:59 PM):
my life is mundane.
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:59 PM):
everyday there's smth to do, smth to look forward to, smth to rush to, smth to work on. but i feel so stale. there's no excitment, like i can almost look forward to end of the world day and yays, finally something cool happening!! you know?!wat should i believe in? says (12:00 AM):
mm i feel old when i go club cos b4 n i can barely keep my eyes open anymore. and i feel so tired for the next 3 or 4 days
wat should i believe in? says (12:01 AM):
i think mus go out w ur friends more wat should i believe in? says (12:01 AM):
then u wouldnt feel like u r missin out in lifeall i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (12:01 AM):
i knw... these days other than work and school, i only go out with jianwei n his friends. but they're ppl i really look forward to meeting up all the time!!
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (12:02 AM):
until i feel like i'm no longer social active, even tho i'm really still socially active. u knw what i mean? haha.wat should i believe in? says (12:03 AM):
must go out w ur own friends also if nt later every1 will jus be distant
and then i had the same conversation with jianwei...
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:47 PM):
so much has changed in this past 9mths...
Vera's Jianwei says (11:48 PM):
=)
Vera's Jianwei says (11:48 PM):
for the better?
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:48 PM):
well rls wise i guess it is...
Vera's Jianwei says (11:48 PM):
then in other aspects?
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:49 PM):
but somehow i feel i'm no longer the sexy, confident vera that used to rock(at least i think i did for a time). u knw what i mean?
Vera's Jianwei says (11:49 PM):
yup..
Vera's Jianwei says (11:49 PM):
it's like maturing i guess..
Vera's Jianwei says (11:49 PM):
a fun loving and hip grandma is fun to be with..
Vera's Jianwei says (11:50 PM):
but you'd expect her to be wise and more graceful and classy at the same time...
Vera's Jianwei says (11:50 PM):
i think maybe you've grown...
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
well you're still young, but you're more understanding of yourself too..
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:51 PM):
WHAT GRANDMA!!!!
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:51 PM):
THAT'S DAMN BAD LA.
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
that's just an example la..
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
hahahahaall i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:51 PM):
I WANTED TO SAY AUNTIE N I FELT SO MISERABLE BOUT IT ALR. U STILL CAN SAY GRANDMA
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
like you know.. hahahhahaha
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
wait
Vera's Jianwei says (11:51 PM):
like you know..
Vera's Jianwei says (11:52 PM):
you grow up and slowly lose the childish behavior but yet you know inside you it'll never really die out..
all i want in this life of sin is me and my stud. says (11:57 PM):
ahhh IS IT ME OR THE WORDS YOU SAID, i just checked, even my breasts got wrinkles!!!!Vera's Jianwei says (11:57 PM):
hahahhahaAND I SO DO NOT LOOK LIKE CHEN LING OKAY!! right after i chopped off my hair and gained a good 3kgs, jianwei came up with this idea that i look like chen li ping.
no i am not fat.
no i am not fat.
no i am not fat.
and i'm not a grandma... =(