no one loves vera.i bet...
my project group members are angry with me cos i havent been able to contribute my adequate share of workload.
my parents are pissed as voiced by my dad that my ungodly work timings have made me come home everyday with a foul mood, jumping and complaining at the smallest irks.
jianwei is never gonna forgive and forget that i lied to him bout a job i accepted on mon n tues, but eventually spilled the beans cos i cant take the guilt of hiding something from him.
the other girls want me no more as i am shelling myself in my shithole and they probably forgot i ever existed.
the people at work thinks i'm too fat to be in this job.
i'm miserable and i'm feeling fucking sorry for myself, and that sucks even more cos it makes me hate myself that i'm such a emo weakling.
but i'm really miserable. and no amount of concern, money or love can possibly bring me out of this bout of probably-self-developed depression.
and i know, only i can pull myself up.
but for now, i just want to wallow in self-pity. or do i really?