lend a hand, or a hug.hope you guys been fine. i'm sorry for the lack of updates and getting updated, i've been awfully busy with work.
my current most daily routine is:
4.30am, get my ass up, prepare.
5.30am, leave house to catch first bus at 5.45am.
6.00am, catch a cab to changi airport T2, which usually also includes make up and changing to uniform in cab. too bad cabdrivers, i'm superbly skilled at not chao-kenging.
6.20am, change the stupid pass to get into the departure hall.
6.45am, report at the booth on the dot or get screwed by the bloody bitches at CAAS.
7.00am, start of game show, which involves 45mins at T2, then travel to T1 for second show.
8.30am, end of T1 game show, skytrain back to T2, get changed.
8.45am, bus back home.
10.00am, home sweet home, makan, lalaland.
3.00pm, up and about again.
3.30pm, bus to changi airport
4.45pm, reach and get changed.
5.00pm, report.
5.30pm, start game show same routin for T2 and T1.
7.00pm, bang gang!
8.30pm, dinner and prob coffee or movies with dear to unwind from the hectic-ness right from before dawn breaks.
11.00pm, reach home.
12.00pm, bed crash.
it's especially stressful in the morning as i really cant be any minute late for work or there'll be the irritating and unreasonably threat of pay cut by the motherfucker bitches working at CAAS, and i hafta pay my own cab fare even though i really am forced to take it as my first bus starts too late to get there in time. =( some mornings i get so scared that i cant reach on time that my hands started trembling and by the end of morning gameshow i just wish i can fall flat on the ground. and 3rd day onwards i've been feeling so so shitty that my mood is just horrible when i meet up with dear. on top of that, this job really cause me to gain weight cos waking up early means eating one extra meal, and when i get home in the morning, i'll take an early lunch and sleep straightaway and have the calories accumulated on my tummy, my thighs, my bums, my arms, my toes... grr.
BUT, what to do? i really need the money for the ones i lost in my absolutely unlucky last month - the operation and the fucking fine.
and so, if you haven heard from me or think that i dont care bout you anymore, i'm sorry. here's a few people i'm really have not seen or hear from and am missing right now, ginny, joy, cassan and sheryl. when this shitty period in my life is over, i'm gonna rock this town and you guys, be there or be squared!!! =)