Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

when hell breaks loose and vera's hormones go out of control.

the below is a testimonial and also a blog entry's comment for eepei's ex bf, dan. his link, which he advertised himself, is on my tagboard. anyway, enjoy! =)

"how funny. this guy was in a relationship for less than 2mths. break up reason bein that he suspects his gf went to club with a bunch of guys n flirt around, on the night b4 the break up. (btw, i was on the phone with her almost the whole time she was at club). days before the break up complains that her gf does not love him much and does not put in effort in the relationship. EVEN when the gf travels ALL THE WAY from her place at jurong to amk to meet him cos he wouldnt compromise to meet in town, cos he said he's tired n busy. oh, but he DOES go to town, just to drink with his friends. if there are girls involve in the drinkin, we dunno, cos his gf trusts him completely. but how sad, such an understanding n trustin gf, he still prefers to go drinkin more than to meet his gf most of the time. even when e gf is sick at home. GIRLS BEWARE. BEWARE OF HIS STORIES. oh and he's quite jialat. lend gf money also gotta borrow from friend. before initiating break up still afraid that she wont return him his merely 140bucks. ask her to return then initiate break up. gotta hand it to him here, the only plus point, very slyly calculative. DANIAR. YOU BLOODY FUCK OUT OF EEPEI'S LIFE. BREAK UP THEN BREAK UP. DONT PURPOSELY DO SOME XIAO NAN REN DE DONG ZHUO LIKE BRING ANOTHER GIRL DOWN TO EEPEI'S WORKPLACE, QING QING MI MI DOWN THERE AND SEE HOW EEPEI MIGHT REACT. YES, SHE WAS UPSET AND ANGRY. YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANT. BUT SO WHAT? LIKE THAT YOU ALSO HAPPY AH? FUCKING BLOODY CHILDISH."

childish people hafta be handled the childish way. now for some professional matters! haha.

the below is an email titled, "i've 2 companies' upcoming events information for you!" to the agency i was working for during the pc show:

"hi steff.

i just heard stuff from corie and suddenly got to understand what all that coldness was about.

though the things i heard were not substantial enough to let me understand why and how exactly things turn out this way and the sudden resentment towards us, i really gotta say it's very unfair.

i'm very thankful that you were very nice during the pc show, i honestly have never worked with such great events boss before and i swear then, corie and i always thought you guys are great. and cos of that, we actually prioritised to make time to work for the seminar job even when offered other jobs from another agency.

but whatever happened, i suddenly didnt get the seminar job but corie did. i dont know. but it doesnt matter anymore. the singtel thing, i admit i'm partly at fault but i really find it too rush. from having to collect the uniform ourselves the very last minute to being told what we would be wearing the last minute. i just feel that, what happened to systematic email agreement? but anyhow, from what you told me in the phone conversation, it seemed you understand and accepted the apology.

and then all of a sudden you become very unfriendly and i really dont understand why.

what was the talk bout collaborating during the pc show? though i can very honestly say that when i first started out helping you find my friends, whenever you need girls, i really didnt expect any incentives of any sort. i felt it was a good deal, i help my friends find job, i help u find girls, everyone is happy. but when you talk bout collaboration, of cos i'm even happier, more of for that appreciation. i wanted to tell u i dont need incentives, so long as u continue providing and prioritising jobs for us but i didnt get to get around doing it because the meet up didnt happen.

the agreement on increasing my lenovo pay also didnt happen. i'm not unhappy it didnt happen. i'm unhappy cos there's no basic courtesy of just telling me why not. if doing that is so difficult, have you thought of why should i have gone through the trouble of scrolling through my phonebook trying to find girls for you when you need replacement last minute?

having said these, i dont suppose there'll be any further slightest chance of future collaboration any more. but thanks for the pc show, it was great working with you then.

the following msg is about your colleague/bf, jeremy:
i heard jeremy used the words 'please look at yourself in the mirror' at corie durin a sms conversation. i dont know what exactly happened and all the details exchanged in the conversation. but jeremy being a boss of corie, he's very very unprofessional. firstly, i would say he's among the ugliest guys i've ever seen and he does not in the least bit has the right to talk bout looks. secondly, please remind that fucktard that he actually relies on corie's looks for the jobs she does to commission her pay. thus he must be implying that he's so poor thing as to have to rely on a unpleasant-looking girl's look? thirdly, we girls have never ever said we are good-looking or anything, your clients' choices are our testimonial. is he trying to say that his clients have very very bad taste? ironically the only impression i had of him during the pc show was him exasperately mentioning how can girls just not come to work when there's email agreement. i was feeling sorry for him then. but now i really guess it serves him right, no wonder the girls arent reliable. whatever comes around goes around.

jeremy, if you're reading this, FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK YOU OLD BLOODY FUGLY-LOOKING BASTARD!

that's all. cheers. =)

vera."

weee.... i feel the adrenaline rush like the sudden fullblast flow of blood ozzing out of my verjayjay. HAHAHA! hello menses, how are you doing? =p

Friday, July 06, 2007 at 5:05 AM

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