i ditched my mountain-ful of workload and did the last resort.subject:
fuck you eunice!
message:
now that i've got your attention(not that i dont honestly, secretly, think bout that line once or twice),
hi eunice.
i dont know where or when i've done wrong to you, if i have, i'm sorry.
no, i cant be sorry when i dont know what i (might)have done. screw that. uh, just let me know how i (might) have.
if i didnt, and all that ill sentiments you've of me, is cos of what happened between sarah n i, i really hope u take a little step back and think bout the whole thing.
firstly, on a small self-redeeming fact: i didnt know sarah as much you do and i really dont know her yes and no like you know they might mean something else like bra and panties.
BUT.
i know i did wrong. i mean, how can i not know, even before doing it, i already know i was gonna do wrong. yes, shame on me.
i betrayed everything, the trust sarah had in me, and the initial friendship we shared. and myself.
and i understand how as a bestest friend of sarah u stand by and up for her, thus prob all that ill sentiments for me.
i mean, i can be wrong, i dont know. but i guess the guilt-conscious vera guilty-consciously picked up hints here and there.
oh. i think i'm missing my point and you're probably yawning.
uh, ya... erm. ok, i sincerely hope you'll give me chance to prove my worth to sarah all over again.
(angel vera smugly tellin devil vera, "there it isnt all that hard.")
eunice, i know u can say that the decision lies in sarah and sarah alone and why should i be bothered bout how u think or feel or say of me and i cant remember what. but i know you do know what i mean.
i dont know what else to say or i can say.
oh ya, LAST RESORT, beg: eunice, will you please gimme a chance with eunice again please please please please?
and i really do hope you can tell me whatever you feel about me, though i'm fully aware you have the right to choose not to, rather than telling sarah. cos there's really nothing i can do about it(but secretly make a voodoo doll of eunice and keep it under my bed).
aiya. eunice, i know you dont know me but i'm not evil nor bitchy nor slutty nor...betraying(all e time). i know i did wrong once and that's probably the only chance i might ever get from you, in this life.
what else ah. oh, and i dont know how sincere i sound up till now, but i truly am seriously, really, hundred percent sincere.
yours sincerely(there!),
vera.
now to cross my fingers and hope it will work. feels like i just bet my life savings on 4d.
yes lah, i'm such a loser with a capital L.