vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
imma taken. =)last night.
jianwei popped the question again at rooftop.
made him do it in mambo moves, which he did.
and there.
we're attached. =) =D
pictures up soon!
*edit.
260207 night to 270207 5am morning.
that's my fake eyelash below his nose. i think he bloody looks like a jappo like that.


me, "uh you didnt bathe when you booked out?"
him, "why you smell dog shit?"
me, "dunno. but got weird smell hor?"
him, "ya. i've been smelling it too."
for like a couple of hours, the both of us had been smelling this foul smell but didnt dare to say anthing bout it lah. i thought it was his army BO kinda smell and tried to keep quiet bout it and he probably thought i have some weird BO too lah. haha.
but guess what, it turned out that that stupid dumb dumb stepped on some dog poo and been walking around with dog poo stuck to his boots for dunno how long and how far.
220207
at the makeshift theme park with ahlian. cassan, cliff, ben, gary and robin came and join us a bit later. only the both of us stupidly sat on the ferris wheel that costs 7.50 per person, and it was so fucking boring, he kept asking when we can get off that thing.



when the rest came, cliff and cassan joined us in this super duper sonafabitch ride. it's like only 4 persons get to sit on each container at the either 2 ends of this propellor-like(however you spell it) thing, so this propellor actually spins in a 360degree circle, and the cointainer itself can spin 360degrees all around. it was really, if i had balls, it'll be the equivalent of running my balls over by bulldozer or something.
cassan and i vouched that had that thing went on for a little longer, both of us would have burst out crying or something. seriously pussified ride.
and, before the ride started, when jianwei and i were seated in, waiting for other people to get on the ride at the other end, we were suspended in midair, waiting for the ride to start. and i went, "hey, i need to hold you hand can?" i was seriously scared ok, not lan-hong!
and after awhile, jianwei said, "is it my hand or your hand trembling ah?"
it was his hand, bloody shaking and perspiring like tapwater can! waha!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 at 2:23 AM
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fate gave me a huge red packet this year.gambled at cassan's bf, cliff's friend's, marcus's place. marcus is known to hold these cny gambling thing every year, and win shitloads of money all the time he does this.
this year, i joined in the gambling, started cutting the decks, and marcus lost around 600 in total.
and, i got to know jian wei, cliff's jc friend, whom shared bet with me, and my luck. cos, we each went home with about 200bucks. i was seriously damn lucky that night with twenty-one.
oh btw, if u've got the patience, and the time for the pics to load, and the stomach for ugly faces, feb 15th's entry is worth a look-see. =p
Friday, February 23, 2007 at 2:16 AM
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Does Your Name Says Who You Are??A:likes to drink
B: Likes people
C: is wild and crazy
D: Has one of the best personalities
ever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and
looks.
I: Loyal to those you love.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: dead sexy
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: F*ckin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to
do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
V: Not judgemental.
E: A GOOD KISSER
R: F*ckin crazy
A:likes to drink
O: Best in bed.
N: dead sexy
G: never let people tell you what to do
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone
could ask for.
I: Loyal to those you love.
W: Very broad minded.
E: A GOOD KISSER
N: dead sexy
READ: BEST IN BED, DEAD SEXY, GOOD KISSER.
SO WHY AM I STILL FUCKING SINGLE??? or rather, why the fuck was i bloody DUMPED???
haha. oh wells. oh wells.
Saturday, February 17, 2007 at 3:17 PM
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roll the dices but change the numbers.will i be happier, one day, when i can selectively keep or throw memories?
will that make me less fearsome, less cautious, less hold backs?
was i better a person before i changed to this playette-dubed
or am i better now that i'm more of a scardy-cat?
experiences, to learn but i dont want to remember, how to apply?
experiences, to smile, cry, laugh, but not regret.
experiences, to go through or not to go through?THE ABOVE: FUCKING NONSENSE.
something random: cassan n cliff, joy n neyton are nice couples to hang out with. eepei n rusty, not really cos rusty doesnt entertain gf's friend. =/ pretty crude even. haha.
not lookin forward to the day when cassan leaves again.
15th feb 2007the entry i promised ginny...
cassan made a trip to this fashion. yes, we do shop this fashion! =)













the quest for ugliest face:
fail. pass. fail.

fail. pass. pass.

pass. pass. pass.

pass. pass. pass.
inside this fashion with cassan.



in the cab to jalan kayu for prata with ginny.

and the quest for ugly faces continues:







it's pretty obvious who the ultimate winner is huh?
PRATA!! =p






you can imagine how much we laughed after these pics.


we shall not be out-done! =p

her sentiments about our effort in out-doing her, is all on her face.

xinyu asking for encore.
then we headed to the playground near ginny's place at jalan kayu to talk cock and do stupid things. ginny brought vodka and cassan n i each had a deck of cards.
and, the quest continues...









my winning shot.





pushing up her boobs, not pulling up.








cassan was smelling ginny's feet, i swear.


no idea what she's trying to do here though. haha!







lastly, cassan took an uber ugly winning shot of me, that cos ginny was so eager to see it, they ended up banging their heads together.


this is the shot.

you wouldnt blame them right? HAHA.


if you want boobs like that, eat more raw eggs with XO and guiness stout.
the end.
Friday, February 16, 2007 at 4:51 AM
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