i will return you.If you leave a comment on this post:
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours
nic:
1. you've got a small pillow and like snuggling to it and you like peeling blisters and buying tissues from aunties and i can go on a whole list of things you do that i do too that pretty much sums up to your answer for this point as well. *breathes* haha.
2. dress up, go to some nice bar and drink by yourself. AND, make interesting but mysterious conversation with a good-looking someone. AND have him like you enough to ask to see you again, BUT tell him only, to leave it to fate. =D
3. erm. colours... i cant exactly pinpoint a colour now. but i thought of that Australia advertisement song that goes something like "green and purple and eh..." ok, i dont even really remember the lyrics, but i just think the song is quite you? but if i hafta choose only one colour, i'll say grey.
4. i messaged you emo msg in the middle of one night and you were there for me even though we really arent close, that's enough to make me feel good to have met you. =)
5. first time we met at mambo, 'whoa, who's this pretty-pixie-looking girl-friend of raphael!' haha!
6. cats too! os you own them. (i love cats, btw.)
7. ever felt disturbed by me? haha! eh... raphael said anything bout me? heh.
nic one me:
1) alter ego!
2) wear on pretty nail polish and dont smash then for 2 weeks.
3) brown. cos you got that tanned colour on you!
4) you think like me!! *gasp!
5) whoa. that girl who took a smoke out of raph's ciggi, who was from lasalle too but did fashion design, and was taller than me wahahaa..
6) kitten! i dont know, i just think yiou really do!
7) what made you suddenly wanna talk to me?? hahah
on 2, how do you know it'll be such a task for me?!! haha! 5, took a smoke out of raph's cig?? when??? 7, your friendster profile that states so many similarities with me! ok, really - to talk to someone who knows raphael and might offer me better advices on issues. (and similarites and niceness are really great bonuses!)
on another issue: girls who are cheated, please smarten up. guys who cheat, i curse your penis wither away the moment it's out of the pussy that's not of your girlfriend's or wife's.
check this website out
www.thegirlemily.blogspot.comon today, the girls met up for half-priced gelare and cheap thrills at THISFASHION! everyone is pretty much in a nua-nua mood, but i was able to do a little of catching up with cassan and IT FEELS GOOD!! LALALALALA. SO GOOD. SO GOOOD. ok. *grin*
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 2:22 AM
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discovery beyond my peripheryThe Bottom Line
Time is on your side today -- finally! Schedule some indulgent alone time.
In Detail
Time is on your side today -- finally! After a long period of feeling as though you had no control over your own calendar, you're back in charge. And now that you are, the first thing you should schedule for yourself is some alone time. You need to check out, recharge your batteries and refocus on keeping a healthy state of mind. There are a few open dates coming up -- why not fill them with a brief vacation, a spa day or a day spent cuddled up with a great book?
i spent pretty much the whole day lazing around reading scraps of mags and newspaper cut outs i've kept the past few weeks, comics and uh anything available. and sleeping. =p the weather is seriously not helping any bit lah. i'm fucking lazy as it is, and the weather makes me feel like just hibernating. but i'm enjoying this 'alone-time'! =)
today is mama's birthday. and no wonder, when i got home at 2odd last night(went to charlene's birthday at raffles the plaza hotel then for some drinks at Pump room with eepei and the BB people-music was awesome!) she was yelling and menopaus-ing at me. cos i totally forgot bout it.
and today she totally ignored me pretty much the whole day until like 9+ at night, when i was heading out to pass gene the present he safe-kept with me, for his gf. i was walking out of my house, and i heard her go in hokkein:
"pheng you eh seng li eh zai yiea, lao bu eh senf li buay zai yiea"
(loosely translated: friends birthday i know, mom's birthday i dunno)
WHAT??
ok, i really didnt know lah. =x haha. but that's cos she's always going on bout how she's got 2birthdays and all. i dont know how's that possible, but seriously, she does get her birthdays celebrated twice yearly. *turn finger around side of my head* ding dong lah.
neways, we headed out to this chinese restuarant at chinatown for dinner and it was really enjoyable with the family. =) especially during the car rides. me, my younger bro and younger sis will always throw funny insults at one another. this is how one went...
me to my bro, "the pimples on your face is as much as my polka-dot dress man."
my sis to me, "your layers of fats is like the stripes of dad's shirt lah."
then...
my bro to me, "you're the female version of a dog."
me and my sis, "... ..."
my sis to my bro, "gor gor, have you got a better one? that really sucked."
Sunday, January 28, 2007 at 11:35 PM
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Happy Australia Day(meant for 26th)Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties.
Terry had married a woman from America, and bragged that he had told his wife she needed to do all the dishes and housework.
He said that it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were all washed and put away.
Jimmie had married a woman from Canada.
He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking.
He told them that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better.
By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table.
The third man had married an Australian girl. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, laundry and ironing twice a week, lawns mowed, windows cleaned and hot meals on the table for every meal.
He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day most of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye.
Enough to fix himself a bite to eat, load the dishwasher, and call a handyman.
God Bless Australian Women.
and how can i not mention...
HAPPY TWAINTEEEEEE BIRTHDAY CHARLENE BABY!!!*will upload pictures when i get them from charlene's audrey. =)
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Profile Viewed: 863 times since 1/1/2007i was getting really curious how my profile view can shoot this high the past 3mths. and so i clicked on who viewed me and... you know how sometimes you view the viewer of yourself, you get this sick feeling like they might know how long you're staying on their profile page you quickly hit the 'back' button? i'm not saying that i determine that by their pictures/how they look, but by what they write in their profile.
and this one:
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=36293671 particularly had me laughing. this is his write up:
Schools(Other):
School of Bombing Prophecy and anti-pork relations,
Siddick Indian Yelling faculty,
Siddick School of Crime and BombingOccupation:
, i am the bomb make mans
Affiliations:
Siddick peer Indian crime familly (the want kill to someone? look to me up i will the help for small sum)Hobbies and Interests:
circumcising baby fellows. Involuntarily. Inbreeding.Favorite Books:
How to bomb a plane in 5 days,
The Bomb makers guide,
The Bomb: God's gift to Indian JamalFavorite Movies:
indian porn videos i like to watch and yell with my father.i am enjoy watch bomb the videoFavorite Music:
Nigerian remix,
crzy malay yelling mans,
coco power rangers,
the tabla mansFavorite TV Shows:
THE MANY SURIA THINGS.About Me:
My name is jamal Siddick i am the good mans. i do plan bomb things, but is very hard because inside of the swollen head of me there is many pea. this is for last time i have the operates on brain because it is for the i am not know reasons made of spaghettis.but now is the pea. so if shake to my head the sound comes is the rattle rattle rattleOH! i am do the many baboon inbreeding , so i have maybe one swollen faces the bad things. i try do plastic surgery the nose but it is go off wrong.many mucus is comes.i love one kaur. MANSHEEL MANSHEEK I LOVE YOU. MANSHEEL MANSHEEL DARLING POO. only on problem is the i go near the father big singh mans is disfigure my the face again. ok Finish i must do the inbreed things!!!i do the update. mansheel recently tell the me she is not interest. i am deva-state.she tell the me she not like i bomb the many innocents. i tell the her,they are the childrens will grow up do the evil thingss yar!!
Who I Want to Meet:
Mohammad Bin Saabas and Mansheel without daddy Gautam Singh. i want see doctor to fix face and brain but people is tells i am the beyond repair. Oh welss!i am want meet the also the doctor the fix limp penis.
tell me it's funny or am is my sense of humor getting really bad? haha. i laughed pretty hard at this:
indian porn videos i like to watch and yell with my father.
neways, i was at BB again today. before that, it was japanese dinner at the the newly opened shopping mall at boat quay with ervin. the food was damn good i say!
spinach and salmon cream udon, very yummy!
colourful fishcake that look so awesomely pretty...but taste like fuck. haha!
these are from japan. love the green tea one best. and cos i love the green tea one, ervin ordered another plate of green tea ice cream for me which i forgot to photograph! =( everything looks so pretty lah!
at BB for Australia Day Party.
as usual we got our rounds of free drinks and food! heh, i can really get used to this man. =p but i was too filled with jap food that i felt like puking just looking at the sausages. but i'll say they should taste pretty good cos people kept going back for more.
oh and i was introduced to yet another angmo, boyd. and i was thinking how he looks really familar, like i've seen him before... and then i remember, i used to see him around at far east square where i used to work. and so i told him and whoa, he remembers too. like how i used to have long hair and wore specs and that was more than 2years ago!
me, 'wow, i'm impressed. am i suppose to feel flattered or what?'
him, 'hm. yes you should. i always think you look good and used to make eyes at you.'
HAHA!
that really made me feel good. i dunno how much truth there's in it but well, if he could remember how i looked 2years back i must have made an impression, no? heh.
but he does look old...could tell from his crow feet. lols. ok, i bet he's at least 35. we played darts - around the world, for awhile and i was winning him then i said i hafta go.
him, 'oh man, where to?'
me, 'home.'
him, 'ok... look, where can i find you?'
me, 'singapore.'
him, 'oh c'mon. i'd like to see you again. how bout your number?'
me, 'uh... *look here look there*'
him, 'ah, why do you hafta go home now?'
me, 'cos i'm a daddy's girl.'
him, 'oh yes, you do look young. how old are you really?'
me, 'coming 21.'
him, 'haha. that's really young. you wouldnt want to be hanging out with an old guy like me would you?'
me, 'oh that'd be my parents' concern, not mine - yet.'
haha. i cant believe i eventually flirted with him lah! all that talk about detesting angmo. tsk tsk. and we eventually exchanged no..
anyhows, i'm looking forward to charlene honey's birthday party tmr! kinda miss the girls... and ginny!!! what happened to 'might want to stay over' huh huh huh???
aiya. ginny, cassan, sarah, xinyu and jeanne, i miss you guys. really.
Saturday, January 27, 2007 at 1:37 AM
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now what should i make of this?"Thursday, January 25, 2007
crystal says: i wanted so much 4 u to b happy...
tell me about it.
i want so much for myself to be happy too.
haha i jus saw this on vera blog
i feel so silly saying tt
well if u really knw me u would have knw wat i meant
u were so unhappy all these while
though u tried v hard to appear happy
but i thought i saw loneliness,sadness n insecurity
i knw someday someone will come along who really appreciates 4 who u r n really treasure u
make u laugh n shout like e dim dong u were n make u cry w joy
i hope this someone comes sooner
i will pray 4 u darling n i have all these while
this is really wat i meant "-crystal's blog.
Friday, January 26, 2007 at 4:14 PM
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attract, comfort, seduce - thats all you need to do
i dont think it's really that easy. more than often there are so many situational aspects we have to consider, which then lead you to say or do things which makes you not yourself. in fact, people changed so much from every fucked up experience they encountered that made them not themselves anymore.
you can see it as growing up/learning/changing for the better or whatever have you. or you can see it the same as the 'chicken or egg first' theory. like some people changed and go, 'oh this is the real me!'
as of now, i feel a little too empty in there to want to try anything anymore. i do still have the basic wants, but they have since been turned into higher standard wants.
or maybe the 'getting postive vibes' isnt happening anymore cos i cant fucking make myself trust at all. it's so bloody annoying the shit out of me.
or maybe the occasional hiccups that's been happening once too often makes me go 'what's the fucking point?'
ya, what's the fucking point.
neways, updates of the past few 'eventful' days...
170106 wed mambo night!!!
(will update this another day. too many photos. lazy. heh.)
190106 bungy bar(BB) @ boat quay.
went to BB, which is right beside the bungy thingy, with eepei(corie) and it was...grrreat too. haha! for the free drinks, food and bungy rides, who wouldnt say it's great?? eepei's friend raymond works as a chef there so whenever we're down there, we will get free food and drinks. now everyone say it with me, AWESOME!!! but that day was exceptionally good cos eepei introduced me to BB's boss, paul, who's a angmo, and paul introduced us to his producer friend, lenny, also another angmo.
now, if you remember, i really do not fancy angmo. but i must say my perception of them changed a wee bit better after that night. and it's not cos they kept buying us drinks, so much so that you can get high on baileys alone! (and not to mention, bungy rides!) haha, no, really not cos of the free stuff lah. the usual thing i do when i talk to angmo guys, is be cocky and really show my distaste for them. but there are exceptions like they're friends of friends, so i act a little more civil but, uninterested nonetheless. apparently they took it really well. haha! ok, this is how it went...
part1
lenny, "so how old are you?"
me, "going on 21..."
lenny, "bet you're a daddy's girl then! i'm like 40. old enough to be your dad." me, "yupp My daddy's girl."
lenny, "haha! well. my girlfriend is really young, 21 too..."
me, rolling my eyes, "uh huh. daddy's girl."
paul and lenny guffawed.
paul, "man, (hohoho) she's quick!"
part2
eepei, "she(me)'s really bold and daring. you can dare her to do things."
me, "almost anything."
paul raised his eyebrows.
me, quickly adding, "except if it's gonna disrespect my morals."
paul and lenny guffawed, again.
lenny, "you're really witty! *turning to paul* i like her already."
at this point i was already thinking what idiots they make.
paul, "so what're your morals?"
me, "you go."
lenny, "well, we probably dont have much to say about morals now that we've lived this long and gone through enough. i mean, sure, when i was your age i had morals too..."
me, "which you probably didnt give a shit about either?"
lenny, "see here, dont be too quick about that. that's the problem with singaporeans. they judge too quickly and they dont dare to step out of that comfort zone."
me, "well, how many singaporeans then, have you met to have the right to say that about singaporeans being singaporeans as a whole?"
lenny, "ah... you're young. but you're smart. and you've got so much ahead of you, dont get there so soon."
paul, "yeah. of cos you can still stick with your morals. but you'll outgrow them."
maybe i was really being too quick on judging huh? alright, i'll be a little nicer to angmos now. =)
anyways, photos!
i'm definitely growing back my boobs aye? heh.
and putting back on the hideous tummy too. pfft!!
the chef, raymond.
sexy back, she says.
eepei's friend rusty dropped by and bought us more drinks...
eepei, "so how big are you really?"
rusty, "heh. like 10inch."
"really got so big meh..."
"omg. you're taking it out?"
"ok ok! i believe you."
eepei, "stop it. i'm not interested."
rusty, "eh, stop filming already. she's not interested."
actually rusty joined us and left just before we got introduced to paul and lenny. and we sat on the bungy rides before we got talking with paul and lenny. paul went up with eepei and i. and i must say, everyone should go try it!! it's really fantastic. thankfully i had enough to drink before being sprung up so i wasnt totally all nerves when i sat on it. we took pictures but they're with raymond, so i'll update those when i get them!
but the rides were really...BAZOOKA!!! i yelled and screamed and yelled and had multiple orgasms. total release from all that stress i was having. =)
240107 canopy and suntec.
i met new friend, kevin for dinner and i brought him to canopy, this nice cafe with fabulous scenery, at the golf course near my rents apartment. then we went on for nydc icecream at suntec which was damn good. and really, i had a lot of fun cos kevin is damn funny and spontaneous. i threw him a couple of stupid dares and he readily did them and laughed bout it and well, it was a good outing. =D
this is what topshop shoes did to me. it's really painful, not just the usual blisters ok! it's like the skin kena sliced out and on both sides of my right foot. and i walked from the river at tg rhu to the golf course for dinner and back there to take bus to suntec, with those cuts. i definitely have a pretty high treshold for pain. =/
if revenge is on the menu...YOU might be happy to hear, i did feel
it.
but you know what, i can still smile.
so, do it better, serve it cold.
colder, so i hate
you and move on.
ok, in truth?
thanks for helping me sleep better tonight.
i was kept up the whole of last night thinking how upset you must be.
tonight i'll sleep in peace cos your hating me is smarter than crying over me.
bitter, so
you hate me and move on.
alright, so i dont believe you're doing fine either.
dont be silly with your resentful nicks and hurtful words.
talk to me if you have to.
clearance, so we both dont hate and move on.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 1:09 AM
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beer will do so well tonight.Where did I learn about the things that outweigh regret... was it in the footsteps of the blue bearded boys swinging from the sirens on the bowery, tugging blooming summer passages from the bottoms of their shoes…in the Villon smiles of the hookers on the Rue St Denis, smoking cannonballs and stained glass, casting thousand-year-old shadows in the grey light... imagining the reflection of your face in Napoleon’s watery pools, while the sheets steamed and we listened to the soul voices in the night echo their sweet venom and wonder.
Ah, to kiss the emerald waves of a dream and spit only regret and sorrow. Feel the Idaho night crawling on your skin and the moon rises like a giant bubble in your veins - Pass the toothless pilgrims in the alleys and prairies with 4,000 winters tattooed on their faces, and melt in the heatwaves that dance and paint pictures of their dreams in the distance.
Pass through the sound of this TV Babylon and spear the voices of the midnight ghosts riding beyond the light plains - shedding the straitjackets in their minds - the key to the lock is in the bottom of the boot.
"Turn it", she said. Only then can you feel the spreading of the springtime against the crispness of the fall.
Close my eyes and let me hear the sound of my blood as it burns across the schoolyard earth – let me see the face in every blade of grass, tree and the moon – and know that it’s mine.
Let me travel a thousand miles lookin’ through the back of my head and maybe I’ll find all the blessings of never trying...
yesterday's reading:
The Bottom Line
It takes time to find life's answers, but the journey is rich. Start inside you.
In Detail
Like a meditative monk, you will be searching for a place to reflect upon your own thoughts and feelings today. This is a wonderful time in your life to look inward for answers. The outside world offers ideas, recommendations and far too many self-help books. But only you hold the truly important answers. It will take time to find all the answers you seek, but the journey is a constantly surprising one. Take the first step today.
Monday, January 22, 2007 at 12:36 AM
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crystal says: i wanted so much 4 u to b happy...tell me about it.
i want so much for myself to be happy too.
Sunday, January 21, 2007 at 4:51 PM
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yesyes, speak your heart.did i tell you about the dream?it was that night.where i tried to track you down my quiet lane.and sat by the curb and let the cool night air fill my lungs.fell into deep slumber as i hit the bed.and met the dream.that was a good one.though we merely ran.but hand in hand.and for once it was a sincere hold.but, it was just a dream.the warmth of your hug and your lingering touch,i will remember and dream.my sister was uber funny.
"jie, did you watch the show (title i cant rmb)? it's a very very sad show."
"huh? who starred in it?"
"uh drew barrymore and britany murphy."
"as what?"
"drew barrymore is the
lead actress. brittany murphy is the
leading actress."
there you go.
neways school is how very fucked up. reached school at 1pm for class only to be told class's been cancelled. how bloody fuck up right. i'm gonna make a big issue out of this.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 at 11:23 PM
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someone said i'm cunning.i'm actually pretty flattered.
i knew i'm smart, i didnt know i'm
that smart! HAHA!
oh, something to humor:
neways, school's been pretty therapeutic, especially today. albeit the waking up for it part and still not used to keeping my eyes open during the day(my nights are really my days now.) and the screwed up timetable that still has 439704920changes even now that we're in our 2nd week and the dressing part where i sometimes really feel like just walking to school in my pyjamas(please someone do it with me to make me feel good!) and needing to eat normally again, thus the weight gain.
ok, on today, eepei and i stayed back after class to finish up our pattern drafting homework till late and it feels damn sexaye-good to have them all done! =) and i really like my new lecturers, especially suzie and helene, helene is fat and makes me laugh a lot and suzie is just whoa! check out that figure and how old is she again? fashion management seems to be working out fine, but please please dont take away drawing classes!!! my creative juices will dry out without drawing classes, now that i'm no longer in fashion design. and fashion management's design studio only takes up 2hours per week, which is so so short lah!
but i've really gotta stop staying up, like this, late! hols has made my whole body clock pretty screwed, till now i can find energy to go out at 1am, come back at 5am, ONLY to drag my feet around in school during the day feeling like some very undesirably-fugly old hag who needs sleep so bad i head straight home for naps right after class. really, the 9am classes are the killers!
and because keeping up late and waking up early is making me so lethargic, i'm food-binging! i was barely eating 2meals per day during the hols and now i'm eating 8!! ARGH. this is seriously not working out lah. i lost 5kgs in the hols, i think i'm gonna gain 10kg this school term.
and and... oh! i need new clothes!!! charlene honey, SHOPPHENG! =) when i get my fucking pay, that is. all those clothes last sem isnt working out this sem, they're like so...1995. or any sponsors? i'll repay with plenty of kisses! =D
and... oh ya, sleep early. nights!
p.s. sawwwaaaa!!! when's the meet up gon be???
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come what may?i'm running the emo streak again. that's all, nothing to think about. =)
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 at 12:33 AM
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are you hearing what you're hearing?today,
my aunt asked my 4-year-old cousin, referring to the finished bowl of jelly,
"do you like it?"
excitedly, she replied,
"yes i like dick!"
shocked, my aunt asked,
"where did you learn that from tiffany!"
"school loh."
"why would the school teach you that? is it your friends?"
"ya my friend!" and she was smiling.
"which friend? what name??"
"dick!"
now, i think i felt
dick(i mean) it this morning.
what
it?
hmm, i'm in a state of confusion if it's it or dick too.
haha, kidding, really.
it's it.
but, what's it?
it's the annoyance i feel for the 1 whole fucking month delay in my pay cheque lah!
just what the fuck is company like DBSsss and VOXxxx PRODUCTIONSsss doing, holding back all that money transactions and pushing blames to one another.
1.if you havent got money to pay for the services, dont, DONT act like some big shots and treat us the way we were treated!
2.if you havent got enough capital to cash out, dont even start a company to begin with.
respectively.
Monday, January 15, 2007 at 8:58 PM
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i remember the day after tomorrow.it was the start of this rainy season.everything was still pretty-fine.
i was at the rooftop, fagging and this is how the conversation with the 6 years junior sister went.
>jie jie you dont have bf now right?
>>=) what do you think?
>no..?
>>haha how do you know?
>you are sad what.
>>haha wtf?
>i know one lah. you like someone now?
>>maybe. you?
>of course lah. everyone likes someone! it's not hard what!
>>hm.
>he goodlooking?
>>urm...
>oh i dont think so right, all your bfs look like sai one.
>>hahaha! you think so?
>ya. you always like them dunno for what, character ah.
>>you leh? what do you like bout that guy you like?
>hee. i also dunno leh. i ask myself also, but i also dunno myself. he's weird. very ambitious one, will do a lot of things to do what he wants to get. like he wants to be president of student council.
>>oh so he is smart?
>ya, sort of. not like the malay guy who likes me, from technical one. jie, i know you only like smart guys.
>>haha. what did the malay guy do?
>he whole year keep hinting he like me. he messaged me 'there's someone i like and she's pretty cute but i dunno what to do to let her know how i feel' so i reply and say 'you can do whatever you feel like doing because if you dont, you'll keep thinking bout it. but that doesnt mean she'll definitely like you also'. then he say 'you want to know who is she?' i say 'it's not my business but if you feel like saying just say.'
>>wah you so small, talk like player girl man.
>hee. i'm single ma. like you now lor. you know why i want to be single?
>>why?
>cos single will always be interesting. like attached hor, is just it lor, nothing already. single is different!
HAHA.
what has secondary school been educating these days? seems like everyone is going on the players path.
Sunday, January 14, 2007 at 7:43 PM
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boys act too much; girls act too tough.
is there someone out there who can listen and just listen and not judge?
JOY!! stop working so hard, i need you. it's been so long i swear if you postpone any longer i'm gonna shove all the yucky liqourice jelly beans into your mouth!
i need you. ='(
teenag
e mutant ninja turtles!!!i'm really looking forward to the movie but bloody hell, if i didnt remember wrongly, it's only showing in another 6mths time?!?
such a fucking cock-teaser dont you think?
Saturday, January 13, 2007 at 11:59 PM
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you wanted me there so much.despite the fugly nails, scary fake eyelashes, cellulite and big teeth.
but i cant. it's not safe. it's not right.
how do i sleep at night?
Friday, January 12, 2007 at 11:19 PM
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sarah's TWEAaaN TITS!!!subway affair before heading to zouk.
zouk!!!
and she bought us drinks...
her friends...
that's very very sexaye gin.
sarah's hot bod.
when purple, green and red get together.
in sarah's blog:
"what?? you told hot rich boys you're attached?!!! are you outta your mind???!!!"
then everyone headed to the dance floor after singing happeh birthday song to sarah in fronta the bar.
ginny do you know how (even more) hot you are when you're high???
i kept complaining bout not being high... i cant believe i took this photo with my hair like that. tell me my hair wasnt like that the whole night, please.
after zouk, i got home to being locked out. haha. yeah, i cant believe it either, 20 with a strict curfew. makes me wanna yell GODAMNIT a hundred million times except i might die first.
so neways, i went to prata house with cassan, her boy and xinds, where i ate like a cow. i had cow. no, ok, mushroom soup, cheese prata, steak at 5am is ALOT! yeow dio.
they were snap snap snapping when i went fagging.
Sunday, January 07, 2007 at 2:44 AM
Y Y Y
i'm definitely growing back my boobs aye? heh. 
e mutant ninja turtles!!!