in all good. =)'important mission' as char called it, went alright.
needed the meet up for a couple of reasons.
1. seek the answers to the questions that have been bugging me.
2. see with my own eyes that i no longer mean a thing.
3. see how much guts i've in me face
it.
4. sum things up for myself so i can move on properly.
5. see him again, with still a little emotions attached, for the last time.
and after meeting him, i felt better and... lighter? ok, like i've got the chains i've been locking myself up with, lifted. it's like, yeah, like what sarah said 'A person from your romantic past broke your heart so badly that it has never been able to heal. Sounds familiar? Its in you baby, its in you.'
at least, a part, a whole big part.
and i feel pretty good. cos i used to be unable to do meet up talkings with tk, probably a big reason is cos most of the times i feel over intimidated. but still, being able to do it this time makes me feel... strong? haha.
alright. i've a little more to talk bout but i cant piece things properly now. fucking sleepy and my body feels like jello, like right after 5rounds of shitting. and tmr's gonna be a good busy day so i'm gonna pump up the energy!
whoopie, it's been some time, mos!