Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

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air. love. food. air. air. air.

how much you want it.
thank you all those who came and support me last night. especially my fabulous group of lovely girls, who was a fantastic bunch, their enthusiasm is way much hotter than anyone of those ladies on stage, seriously. very touched by how loud they cheered and danced so hard with me, though they were offstage and i was on stage. [because you guys were there to cheer me on, i threw away thoughts of doing stupid acts, just for the fun of it and give everyone a good laugh, on stage instead of acting typically sexy like all other girls, though a very big part is cos i lack the confidence to wow the crowd.] they were such a turn on and gave me the confidence boost i needed, definitely worked way better than the 1can beer, 1 jug beer, 1ribena vodka and 4tequila shots i had before the show.

haha. for those who didnt turn up, you wont understand why i needed to drink so so much before the show. let's just say it took a real damn shitloads of guts. so next time whenever i see someone doing their stuff on stage, no matter how buang how hideous how much it gave me goosebumps, i'll cheer them for their courage!

neways, THANK YOU(once again) to xinyu, apey, sarah, sam, daphee, joy, jeanne, cassan, cliff, linderr and her bf, larry, jo, nick, eepei and her friends and huishan and her friends. and of cos, ginny, whom i haven seen in ages!!!! you promised a date next week, please keep up, i'll too! =)

because of the support i had from them, the judges felt strongly pressurised to name me among the top12. haha. and i had a free 50bucks momo voucher which i splurged right on bourbon coke for a little treat to everyone who came and support. but linderr's bf outdid me by opening a bottle of...was is vodka? i cant remember. but i had so so much to drink, it was a damn wonderful night. and though i didnt win the title, i'm glad i got through the whole thing. and in myself, i felt like a winner(especially how sam, sarah, jeanne and all were kept yelling 'kelong' when someone else was titled miss momo santarina. haha. they're a hilarious bunch). it's returned me the confidence i've lost...roughly a month back. =)

oh yes, and top12s were asked 'what makes you deserve to be miss momo santarina?' and i thought of saying, 'i might just be a nobody somewhere in a corner drinking whisky dry and watching this show but because everyone deserves to be somebody, and i got this opportunity to be up here tonight, especially with all the support from my dear friends, i ought to make it somehow to show that anyone can be a someone!'
haha! then i thought bloody hell. sounds like i'm in ms singapore or some fuck. the thought of it now makes me wanna laugh out loud. it's not that i'm desperately vying to be labelled miss santarina or smth(the publicity does really annoys me) but i thought since i'm already there and doing all the cheesy fuck on stage, it'll be so damn good if i get the 1000bucks. i can very much do a lot with it! but hell, it's not that much of a big deal either lah.
cos you know what's funnier? this morning my mom told me that last night, she told dad that i joined this competition and stand a chance to win 1000 and i've like 13friends there to support me. and my dad laughed and said, 'if she wins the money she sure kena hoot(bashed up), where got enough to split with 13girls!'
and that's not all. on thursday night, i got home from rehearsal with gold eye make up. he said, 'aiyo what happened to your eyes?!' and i was a little taken aback, didnt know what he was talking bout, 'huh what?' and he said, 'eyes so small already still colour until like that!'
and the morning of the competition, my mom smsed me, 'please dont fall down and zhao geng.'
i still love them all the same. =)

ogay, photos will be uploaded another day when i get everything from everyone else cos my pics taken in my cammie looks pretty shiteh. haha. i'll still upload them of cos, since sarah and sam look damn hot!! but along with all the other photos, so, wait. =)

on something else, ouch. but thanks.

Sunday, December 24, 2006 at 12:46 AM

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