the weather's been cold, the chimney's been doing its job well.i finally broke down real hard last night. so hard i had to pound my fist on the table to stop crying. and now, it feels a tad better. all that drinking had me silly singing in a pub where the ktv is shared-usage, punching and hitting gary's arm(sorry and thanks) and singing with the uncle in the taxi.
to think of it now, it was pretty funny.
and of cos i dont mean what's said in the previous entry with the incoherrent typing. thing about my blogging, i do took much 'for the moment' and 'open for all to see' entries that i really shouldnt and it makes things worst when i dont put much effort in penning down the afterthoughts of the ugly thoughts. haha. okok, complicated.
anyway, i understand you need this time off and i can see why. i'm hoping that should you realise one day that it was just a passing phrase, and if you find the heart's been getting lonely, i'll be the first you'll think of, to get us back on tracks where you left me.
meanwhile, life goes on. =) next wed onwards i'm working as santarina walking about town to give out presents! catch me if you can! i think i'm gonna enjoy it. teehee. miss fat santarina.