how much does it takes.how much does it take to NOT call someone:
- 10 fags in 5hours.
- look through leaflets and pamphlets for food delivery then deciding i can do with the walk.
- forcing down a 6inch subway even though i wasnt really hungry.
- puke it all out.
- reading practically every little word in a magazine.
- messaging anyone who might entertain.
how much does it take to call someone:
- a toss of coin that answers 'call' with a tail.
- bazillion tonnes of courage.
- another fag.
- prepare for the possibility of ending the call with tears.
and how much does it take to end the phonecall:
- look, i'm busy now, call me back later?
and so, 6hours of contemplation sums up to less than 5secs of nothingness.
ah well.
on a cheerier note, supper was combined with a rush-rush ktv with the lovelove joy and her botak bf and his bunkmate and his gf and...*gasp air* oh, coke. =)
it was really a rahrah experience sitting on the 'passenger seat, ooh ooh ooh'!
eeeeU. thanks. =) having passed both, it'll be a one on one soon! ready??