Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

everything in its right place.

okie, i'm ready! =)

07 nov 06
sam's birthday sneakpreviewparty at serangoon gardens.
first it was pigging out on sam's treat at chomps. the 3 of us ate for char, daphee, jeanne... but i think sam ate for all the girls in the world. oh before which, sarah n i spotted paul 2 hill which waiting for sam and we took pictures cos eunice likes him and i think he really really looks like wan!!
sarah 'ooh just now we saw paul 2 frank!!'
sam 'who's paul 2 frank?'
vera 'hahaha!!! you thought paul frank ah!!'
and so sarah and i laughed till be bogay, as you can see in the pic. haha! then we headed to bum at coffeebean which is such a oh-so-nice place to talkcocksingsongactdingdong. and daphee joined us. she reminds me of little tweety bird in the sweetest way you can imagine.

oh and i made them play the burntissuesuckcoin game cos it reminded me of the first night i met up with him again.

FLASHBACK: 15 sept 06

i was a little drunk and he took all these pictures. it was the night i started counting brownie points. rushed home from camp, rushed down all the way to punggol marina just to meet us up - 1pt. took endless pictures of me doing idiotic stuff and not think it's fugly - 1pt. waited outside the toilet to give me the fake flower cos i was looking at it - 1pt. insisted in sending me home instead of heading straight to camp which was supposedly more in the way - 1pt. noticed the colour of my nail polish and messaging me that they're lovely and the usual goodnight stuff - 1pt.
it was 5 brownie points in a night!

p.s i didnt mean to crop joy out, it was picassa's fault.

08 nov 06

that night was the real celebration for sam's birthday and my own little celebration for the end of all the shit i was having in school. and whoopiedooie-right for the ocassion, momo presented us with a bottle of lovely sweet champagne for coming in a group of 6 hots.

no pictures were taken at zouk but it was pretty girls-fun and i really danced all the warpeedoo away. until, i got so bothered and pissed off with this fucker who couldnt keep his hands on himself and even rubbed his bloody cock on my ass even after getting 2 really hard punches from me(it was really hard cos even with all that music, eepei could hear the 'thuds'). and of all things to do, i had to vent that frustration on ruff. i blamed him for not being there to help me, and for wanting to leave when i went to find him.

what i forgot is that we did not plan to zouk together and i should not be his responsibility that night. plus, he downright deserved to really enjoy with the friends he hadnt seen in ages. and, as sarah put it, club is really not a place to spend with a boyfriend anyway. and i knew it.

i just had to completely lose it at the very wrong time. and, just when i've already decided to stop acting like some whiny-sticky girlfriend. grr.

and voila, that's the end for us, i guess.

if only i knew how very hard it'd been for you. i mean, i knew, but i never got to hear what you've been truly feeling...right till you've already decided to leave.

anyhows, it'd have been such a fantastic night!

9&10&11 nov 06
*pictures uploaded in previous entries*
i spent the next 2days drinking. haha. pretty sinful but that's what people out-of-love usually do anyway.

and sarah provided me with the perfect excuse to drop by boat quay to watch him race cos she had to meet up with eunice. and in the meantime, we oohah-ed at the many ohlala hot guys there! (eg. him)

12 nov 06

and so i got a wee bit hook to drop by boat quay again for the dragonboat finals, which eepei love took fancy accompanying me to. seriously the number of chunky chocs there can give us repeated orgasms all morning and we had fabulous tan at unwanted places. how fab.
and just when we decided to head home to tan at my special pool, it started to rain cows and sheeps. triple fab. oh, i missed out 'double fab', it goes to reaching home in perfectly pretty handsome sunshine, and having the clouds moving in just when we shed to biks.
but of cos, we wont falter at such small milestones. bought prata and a whole lot of junks and pigged out at the small staircase area, acting like illegal immigrants. and my, i swear illegal immigrants must have a hell lot of good fun most of the time. maybe i can get a bangla bf for a change and bask in that excitement huh?
oh, and just when we decided not to tan, it didnt rain and the sun was pretty much there. grrreat.

but with me around, it's hard to not have fun. wahaha! and this is how it goes...
yaberdaberdoooo... i cant believe he's dropped me!!!
i didnt tell him i'm suicidal, did i?thing is, i just cant decide where!
okok, how bout i try choking with this?
alright, self-destruction is just dumb. maybe i'd kill him by flashing my megawatt smile! =D i swear it's the look that even geishas will be ashamed of themselves.

14 nov 06
sentosa-ed with ravenous rah to get us prepared to be oh-so-delicious for work the next day.
and as usual, what's a day without narcissism! heh. the left picture looks like i havent got calves huh?

15 nov onwards, i've been working non-stop till today. and y'all can guess why huh. dont tsk, that's alright. i'm feeling way better now! will upload the momo-craziness and santarina pictures another day! that's all for now. =)

morning peeps, i'm just gonna head to bed! ooh, how i love the wet smell of night-air. shall do a little dance and fag for self-entertainment first. =)

Friday, November 24, 2006 at 2:36 AM

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