Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

flicker minded.
this afternoon as i was on bus 106 to meet the lovely one, i was just enjoying the time by myself. and i was thinking it was such a great raining day, listening to my poddy and taking bus ride. and i really liked it. but by the end of the evening i was cursing the rain for making the roads so slippy i almost slip 5 times while walking the lane up to my house, and for making the weather so freaking cold that i almost freezed in the train and it sure doesnt help that i needed to pee badly. it felt like my pee had ice-cubed itself, it surprised me that it didnt come out the way cartoons show when they pee in winters.

and i hate having periods. albeit having a good reason to be munching and munching away on anything, anytime, my stomach is all bloated up and i feel so goddamned fat and period always drain my energy away like my dad's lexus drinking the petrol up like water. i slept most of my long weekend break(from last fri to today!!), and i didnt get much work done which i had intended to, and the worst thing is that i'm still sleepy!! argh. and cramps after cold drinks. i love my drinks cold and not being able to drink it is such a torture. but i just read an email that says drinkin cold stuff after a meal gives us a higher possibility of getting cancer. and i'm seriously worried bout it, then again it must be ironic that i would care bout that when i'm doing somehting much worse to my body all the time. soon, i will be really health concious and cut myself from all that harmful stuff so i can live longer, so i can grow old with the lovely one. =) soon. would you do it with me too??

i really need to stop procrastinating my work. i've been getting some of them done but it's so slow paced i think i'm gonna die come assesment week! i need to feel the rush and the adrenalin kicking in. that's when i'll sit myself down and really get down to work. that's when i feel inspirated to do my stuff. that's why i've always said i'm a last minute worker. argh. but so so many times i've also told myself i could have done better if i had more time!! but, my brain's so blocked when i dont feel the rush! i tried to sit myself down to draw but i just cant think of fantastic ideas to finish my stuff. this is sick.

i really admire eliza for having the courage to quit school just like that. i wish i could too. but it gives me this feeling like i'm just choosing the easy way out of things and it's really not good(having said that i dont mean eliza's done that. i'm sure she's got her reasons for having done so). and where can i go if i were to just quit? no where. if only i live in my parents' time, not having qualification wouldnt be all that scary. and then again, half the time i'm playing with the idea of quitting school just so i can club more often and all, just so my parents wouldnt breathe down my neck like they're doing so now. and this is so so so not good, and i've already used that line. so alright, quitting school is a completely stupid idea. pfft.

why like that. why cant we have the best(s) of the world! and why must the world move and develop so goddamned fast! why cant people stop inventing new things and start setting up profit-earning corporations that help improve the livelihood in the undeveloped countries? and the government of all developed countries should hold the responsibility to pump money into helping the undeveloped countries. offering jobs to people to help the other people in need. benefits everyone. maybe Mao was right in some ways, he was such a brilliant man for a time anyway. it'll be such a great idea dont you think? if only you know what i'm talking about.

haha and just in time, radio's playing michael jackson's 'we're the world'. i really love the song done by a whole mixture of singers. if you've seen the mtv, you can see how much the whole gang of them enjoyed singing that song. esp cyndi lauper, she's so bloody cool and her voice just makes me wana go lala.

ah. such randomness. and i just told eepei i was gonna sleep early for morning class tmr! alright. i'm off to bed now.

Thursday, October 26, 2006 at 1:00 AM

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