16 dancing bears, 12 jetplanes, 21 shiny part hats...i'm 20% done with my shirt sewing and i'm pretty proud already. merely cos i've been playing thoughts of just bringing the shirt to the tailor and pay for the work. it feels pretty good. it always feel good when i get my work done. like what the christians always say, 'reap what you sow.' haha.
caught scoop with sarah and we were laughing so hard i just had to fart. not forgetting the fact that i kept burping and burping throughout the show. shucks. i really have very terrible digestive system.
ah, just read my sister's blog and there are a couple of sad entries and i dont even see her feeling sad at home. am i too insensitive to my own family or what? and please lah mei mei, no love love stupid relationship now please!! and there's this entry on her childhood, which pretty much sums up to mine too, that i quite like. but then in it, she mentioned:
"because i was kinda the leader wannabe
i speak alotbeing influenced by my silblings
i thot all 3 bad words
and i screamed lots."
goodness. all the bad things she learn, good things leh??!!
what else did i want to blog? shucks. i cant remember. oh ya, school's been really stressful i noticed quite a couple of us got fatter. i feel fat again too. =((( why do i gain weight so easily while other girls(LIKE GINNY and SINGUAN!) eat like nobody's business and still so skinny!!
oh and i was looking through my friendster. and after seeing that 157 people had viewed me in oct, i went to look through all the photos i have uploaded and i thought of this thing i once read in someone's profile 'photos, one in a million shots'. or smth like that. and i must say it's really true. cos no matter how 'good' i look(i'm gonna be a litte thick-skin and say the photos look good cos of all the stupid messages i get from weird strangers all over. haha!), i still flinch whenever i pass by mirrors and catch sight of myself. it's just pretty scary to look at how i really look when i've been thinking/pretending/assuming/hoping i look like so much more fabulous, for the entire day, and voila, that's the real me in the mirror. small slitty eyes, small nose, ugly lips, big face no eyebrows and floppy hair. who am i kidding, really? =((
ok i'm tired. i'm gonna get up earlier tmr morning to get a bit of hw done then head to work. i promise.