wo de xin zhen de hao tong, hao tong.airport is always nostalgic whenever i visit. another place full of memories shared by me n him on our budget dates. nevertheless, the trip there to fetch my aunt back was pretty fun with my sis and lil cousin. narcissism and spasticity run in the family:
010906crystal is my new love. other than the fact that we love love love to get high on mayday during k, she's so spontaneous no one will find it hard to resist hanging out with her! =)
was supposed to go to this Krunk party cum flea market at sentosa to pay sarah love a visit but turn out we've gotta pay $25 for entry! who would pay 25 just to go flea-marketing! definitely not me nor crystal! and after deciding not to go in, this very helpful 'sentosa guide' told us it was actually a gay party!
change of plans had us buying alcohol and 7-11 and bumming by the sea side then it was sakae sushi for supper. a pretty simple date, we enjoyed nonetheless.
and sitting by the sea, playing with memories of me and him just months back, happily playing and doing silly stunts in the water. it made me miss him so much i just wished to call and hear his voice once more. but all i got was a chinese female recorded msg of the user not being able to answer the call.
020906STAR - FISH sequins flip flops that only cost $9.90 which happened to be what was left in my wallet. but they are so cute and lovely i just couldnt resist buying them. =)
i really miss and think of you a lot. and it's not a single bit loneliness that's making me so. nowadays i do a lot of staring into space and then finding tears on my face. going to sleep at night isnt getting any better and waking up in the morning, always have me reminded of the fact that we can no longer be together, is the hardest.
david chan once said that Freud believed that 'dreams were the real reality'. if that is so, i wish to be sleeping and dreaming for the rest of my life. because, only in dreams, i can still smile at the thought of you. only in dreams, i see you walking towards me and enveloping me in a hug and telling me you're gonna stay there beside me, loving me, for good.
only in dreams, time turning back is possible and flashbacks are so real.