what will be will be?skipped sewing class today with clara and crystal, for pepperlunch and movie session! =) needed a break from the stressful sewing class, other than the fact that we're all lum nuas.
pepperlunch was good, at least i'm gettin my huge appetite back! shopped about after lunch and all three of us has got something to chink chink on. the big hole in my bag is the perfect reason for a replacement cos things are falling out. and material happiness is always easy to satisfy. then is was starbucks for coffee and bumming and crystal was so freaking high, so unlike her usual 'gu niang' style lah! caught Click at 5.10pm, i was so looking forward to catching it cos i really love adam sandler's show.
and photo splash!

such a happy happy day right?
but there isn't any day with no tears.Click is so 'emotionally charged' as ginny puts it, i cried and cried at the ending part of the show. and i even had to run to the toilet to cry by myself when the show ends. why?
adam sandler plays a family man who has too much things to handle in life, his wish for a universal remote control came true, which he can fast forwards moments in life where he does not like to go through the hassle with. but like all good things have a bad side to it, the remote control will get used to the phrases in life which he fast forwards, and will adapt to it so even when he doesnt click to fast forward mode, it would auto fast forward itself. and there's no rewinding of his life, only playback, where he can enter the scene as a 2nd adam sandler looking at his life pass by. so things got out of hand, he cant control on moments where he wants to and ends up missing out on the many things in life and losing the things he loves. and all of a sudden he's all old and dying and he cant do anything to stop it but to live to regret it.
the parts which really had me gripped: the scene where he playback to the last time he saw his dad alive, how he could only stand by one side and tell his dad he really loves him. and the scene in the rain where he was dying, but he just wants to catch up with his son so badly to tell him how family comes first, that it doesn't bother him that he'll just die there and then. and how he took out the note in his pocket to ask his wife if she'll still love him the next morning.
i was crying and crying so hard in the cinema that i feel like such an idiot. and it doesnt help that i started thinking how much i could really feel his character. to wish that there's just some way to turn back time, yet there's nothing to do but despair and anguish to live with. and as much as i'm happy he ends up with a second chance in life, it made me cry my heart out just knowing there's no way for mine.
and i was thinking,what if one day i've really moved on and tk wishes to turn time back to get back with me but i just cant do it anymore? as stupid as this sounds, i really dont wish that one day he might have to hurt like i do now. i wouldnt want him to have to run to the toilet crying his heart out. i wouldnt want him to go through that same pain.
whether it is wishful thinking on my part or not.