painted faces and a chipped smile.i hate it when i have to force a bright outlook with smiles and laughter.
it's not really a total must. but as much as i'm always saying i dont give a heck what people think bout me, i'm still very concern of what people might feel about me or when being with me.
like, i have to be friendly and cheerful when i go for classes so that my classmates dont alienate me and not help me when i need it. i have to force smiles and work out a nice conversation when i see people i havent seen for some time, like david, in school. i have to urge myself to talk and laugh more to eepei when i last saw her last friday so she doesnt think i'm still angry with her. i have to try very hard to make small talks with friends like gary, anqi, neyton, so they dont feel weird or bored or left out when out together.
now you know what i'm talking about?
why cant everyone just have a pop-up sign like the people in sims or something that says stuff like: 'single' 'happily attached' 'going through family probs' or in my case, 'still cant get over it' ?? i mean, it makes life so much easier doesnt it? the whole world can understand why you're so and so now and ya, not be so critical or over-sensitive on the smaller issues?