if only you would have a change of heart.you know, just now when he said he's been reading my blog, my hopes stupidly went sky high! i thought he was gonna say he's finally decided to come back. but then... sigh. i'm so so heartbroken i dont think my heart can ever be mended again.
sigh... *hugs* i know how you feel dear...no, you dont. sometimes i really feel like hating him and totally take it that i dont know such a person at all.
dont be silly girl... if you can do that, you would have done that 5years ago. you liked him for what? 6 years? and it's been so long... and you waited 3yrs plus just to get together with me yes??my. i hate to say this, but you're right... and yes, but i had to throw it all away! ="(
of cos, still say i dont know how u feel!! =) anyway, dont be so hard on yourself. things happen. everyone has to learn to take things in their stride to love.haiya.
well, let's just hope the silly guy will wake up soon and stop all these crying. i'll keep that in my prayers! =)