1. sewing class.
i totally suck at sewing class. i'm SO slow, SO messy and SO clumsy can! and it doesnt help that my lecturer is a frumpy old man who speaks like this:
"ok so now i show you how to do seams... unbias cut.. you see this is the... cut the calico... you know some books they'll say.... but nevermind i like to say unbias..."
and no, he wasn't really doin much demo that we could tell what he's going on about. and even if he's doing demo, he's so fast that we, at least i, can barely catch and remember what he's doing. the prob is that he works as though we're all familiarised with all the terms and the basics but the fact is that most of us dont.
and then i've classmate that is so competitive that will snatch to use the iron even when i'm like way slower already! grr.
and i feel so bloody inferior whenever i hafta disturb my classmates with my questions on how to do this and that but when they need help, i cant return the favour.
and i'm a total klutz, i have a messy workdesk with my stuff all lying around and i have to keep dropping things. the worst is to drop my whole box of pins! argh.
2. fucking cabfare.
cos i was so slow in doing my sewing shit, i had to saty back in class to finish up my work till 6pm when i'm suppose to meet ginny for fireworks at 7plus! so i took a cab home to drop my luggage bag and get changed. and bloody hell, it has to be peak hour and it's raised to a bloody $2 now!
and the driver has to drive us to routes that will jam and i was caught in the jam all the way from macpherson to my house!
so usually the cabfare from school to home is bout $7. i paid $14 that day!! grrr. and it left me with only $1 for the rest of the day, which i kindly donated to ginny's friend who was doing Flags. =(
3. fireworks romance went wrong. =(
was thinking i've at least got fireworks to romance with ginny lah. but i've got to have family probs at home and had to rush home halfway. pfft. such a downer.
4. family prob.
cant say much. but i'm so so so afraid that i'll lose all chances of ever reconciling with tk. and thus i was crying so hard the whole night.
5. the flower that ginny sweet bought for me died!
ok not died, the bud just fell from the stalk like that la!!! so sad la. ginny went all the way to compass to get for me just to cheer me up leh. *hugs* it's the first flower i ever receive from anyone. =)
i mean, there was once durin sec3's valentine's day when cassan and some ppl ordered flowers for everyone in class and another once when neyton was in hospital and his friends bought him sunflowers but his mom asked me to bring them home cos she doesnt think anyone will appreciate it at her house. so they're both not counted cos you know, aiya, i know you do. oh and there was another time when nessa surprised me with a artifcial uh..plant? doesnt quite look llike flower but i like it all the same. but cos it's not real, it's not counted.
well, anyway, on the brighter side, fireworks and talking to ginny was great. =)
oh. i told ginny the fireworks sure reach the moon one. and it did!! =P (excuse the terrible perspiry-sticky hair)
the flower ginny gave, and some narcissism. which is still lookin pretty fresh even though it's been 4days and broken!