ever-so-regrettable food-indulging-session.new classmate clara gave me a small shock yesterday, having mentioned that she read my blog. i shouldnt think it's anything surprising since i stupidly put my bllog add everywhere but i wouldnt think people care about reading it anyway.
even i, myself, am bored and embarrassed at the amount of entries pathetically dedicated to my love affair. and even more pathetic is that i cant exactly call it a love affair either since tk is like... sigh.
but i just cant help it. no matter how interesting my day was or how many good things happened in a day, i sum the whole day with missing him, like what's new right.
like today, i'm so so grateful for anqi and gene for accommodating to my sudden craving for pizzas. anqi left her lecture early to join us at 2 at clementi and gene came all the way from...a couple of places, but wells, let's put it as seng kang. (gene will know what i'm talkin bout. ha.) but on the initial part of the day i was feeling pretty shitty cos tk didnt leme know if he's reached china or not. and being the worrisome-aunty me, keep having stupid thoughts of terrorists bombing his flight la. (choy choy choy!) so yes, i was pretty down till he finally messaged me at 12plus and tata! i was on high all the way till the pizza-affair is over and done with. =)
and then, to get to my point, i'm missing him again. *roll eyes. i mean, in the first place when i even had a craving for pizzas, it's because i was thinking of tk lor. i thuoght of the last time we feasted on pizzas and was thinking that i cant wait for the next one when he comes back. so there.
anyway, he promised zoo when he's back. i cant wait. =)