PUI. i'm laughing so hard at this picture until my stomach aches and my eyes tear.
i've used the word 'cheng sim' -crestfallen like a dozen times on others yesterday. time for my own usage.
the past few nights had me missing him so much i had problems falling asleep. so many times i felt like doing the childhood thing - running to my mom's room crying that i cant fall sleep. only this time no shadows on the wall is disturbing me, no creaking noises scaring me, no lights mysteriously running across the room looking for me. only memories that keep haunting, serving as a painful unachievable dream of going back to what it was like before. and dreams i cant control that makes me jerk awake in the middle of the night and fall prey to my tears again.
i really wish i could totally forget that you ever exist. that we were ever friends. that you ever fell for me and me for you. that we ever were together. that we ever kissed, hugged, romanced, loved, laughed and cried. i really wish these 6 years did not happen at all.