hello!
prepare your ciggie and lah your kopi!
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself,
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars
Navigations are the 4 clouds.
vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
so u still wish to be friends now right?
ya...that's me...but i know how difficult it'll be for you...i won't insist in sth that's only beneficial to me...ya still my concern...anw,i've sent you a file to ya email...take a look
read alr tt's why i ask...
esle i'm depicted as always makin decision only..
no sarcasm intended
i know...i get what you mean...i mention it in the email cos that's happening all the time...i'm not happy abt it..but this time,you've to make a decision for yourself on what you want
do you want me to be a friend or stranger?
it's not only bad but also selfish to insist sth that might hurt you..
friend
i hope you understand this...it's hard for you..but it's nth better on my side...i didn't choose to make you come back then dump you.. ( in fact,you dumped me,but it's ok)..just that i'm not as strong as i thought..
i udst.. but there're somethings u never take into acct.. like the fact tt in sec sch u keep playin ard with my feelings.. awhile like me, awhile dont like me.. and even used me for sexual means... all these i also cant forget. i waited for u to get over one girl after another.. then finally settle down and start realising i'm still around.
u got a chance to start things anew with me.. but things didnt turn out well.. and one thing led to another.. but i really wish we can put everything behind us, and make things work out again..
yes..that's why i put up with you for so long...and the fact that you like louis...
i know what ya did and what i'm doing...but what did you do after you come back from so far away...you still didn't change abit...
you got a changed man after fooling ard with a plyboy..what u mean: you got a changed man after fooling ard with a plyboy..
but ya still the same...you get what i mean?it's how much you show that ya sorry...not talk..
what u mean: you got a changed man after fooling ard with a plyboy..
you got a changed man ( the me now) after fooled ard by a what you would think playboy...
whatever ya gonna say...i think i've done enough..even if you might think i'm selfish...
i'm going back to sch today...
ya take care...i'll be with you next tue...
okok... anyw.i think we'll still be friends..
at least i've the slightest bit of hope
cyau receive my last few sentences?ya
but...can you not do this?
i mean...if you wanna be friend,then don't harbour the hope that we might get back,like that we can never be..and if you realise i'm with sme1 else..
you'll feel shit...
like when ya walked away...i didn't disturb you with my emotions right?
that's what i mean..dont worry. either way i'll still feel shit.. i will stop disturbin u with my emotions ya....listen to me...get another guy...if you can do it 1 yr ago,you can do it now...get over me,and find some1 new who's good for you,good for you,not good to you...
give yourself more time and take it slowly...stop it pls.ya...i can stop anytime,anything...it's you that i cant stop...
ok. if a good guy comes by, i might consider.the hardest sentence i've said in ages.
Friday, July 21, 2006 at 1:16 PM
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