Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

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air. love. food. air. air. air.

my family has the worst anger management. i swear.
the morning started with my mom sms-ing me at 10.30 in the morning, asking me to wake up cos lunch time changed to earlier slot. so i got up, woke my bro up and happily dressed up cos we're having family lunch at some dim sum restuarant at raffles hotel. most looking forward to the xiao long bao of cos! :P"

then my sis came up to her room to get changed and my mom came up as well and wanted to know what my sis is wearing. my sis is super lum nua(lazy bum) when it comes to clothing. alright, maybe not lum nua. i think it's the growing phrase where you feel weird wearing just about anything to everything and when she finds stuff that she feels safe in, she sticks by them even though they're starting to resemble kiam cai(salted vegetables).

so upon seeing that my sis is wearing her old pleated white skirt, my mom flared and demanded that she change and my sis started looking herself up in her room. i think she was going through her wardrobe to try on other stuff. but my mom kept knockin on the door and demanded to go in and on the other end my sis stupidly and even i find, somewhat irritatingly, denied my mom entry. and so cos impatience run through my family, anger started flaring.

and finally when my sis decided to open her door my mom started pouncing on every small issue to yell about. so she started bout the fact that she's been buying my sis new clothes but my sis always stick with her old so next time she's not gonna buy her anymore. and next came the mattresses on the floor which my maid sleeps on but didnt keep today.

then, all of a sudden, she started scolding my bro as well that his room is messy. then my dad came up and learnt bout what was happening and started scolding me as well that clothes are in piles all over my room and that bro n i had to wake up so late when we know that we're gonna go out for lunch.

like what the???

and i had a very strong impulse not to go for lunch. but knowing that that's only gonna 'sour-fy' the situation further, i went along.

ok so at the restuarant, everything was going pretty nicely again. then came the issue of what to do after lunch. and my rents had decided to go suntec where my sis wanted to buy a pair of pants. but my sis didnt want to go just now cos she didnt know where the exact location to buy the pants is yet, and she has to confirm with her friends, but she stupidly told my mom that she hasnt done her homework so she doesnt want to go.

so upon hearing so, my mom's temper flare again and ya. it's so so stupid it was such a minor issue. and then of cos, my dad also started scolding la. and my bro was sitting there sulking cos he didnt get to order another serving of chee chong fun la. then my little cousin was throwing tanthrum throughout the whole meal la. then my grandma kept going on that she's already eaten something before coming so she's on the verge of vomiting if she eat anything else la.

isn't that annoying???

it's supposed to be a harmoniously happy family meal lor. sheesh.

ok, then that's not the end. here comes my temper lor. so after the meal, me n my sis were walking towards my aunt's car and i dont know how the conversation started but i got to learn that so she didnt wana go buy her pants today cos she doesnt know the exact location. so i started feeling a bit irritated but tried to hold my anger by telling her why didnt she tell my mom that instead of some rubbish thing bout not having done her homework which she knows my mom will sure be angry with it.

ok. then she started arguing shitloads lor, and it's as though she didnt hear a single thing i say. she's always arguing the wrong stuff which makes u feel even more irritated cos you dont want to think that your sis is that stupid but she herself was proving so! and so my anger flare too and i started scolding her as well.

then my aunt said, "aiyo enough la. your parents scold her liao you still scold her."

then i... ya. that's true. and i felt pretty bad la. like, there i was telling my mom to calm down in the restuarant and tellin my aunt after the meal, that i dislike the fact that my whole family was throwing fire-bombs at each other during the meal, so it's meaningless that we eat out. but i myself have to lose my temper too.

it's really hard to keep a positive mood and control temper at home when everyone is influencing each other and drowning the initial good mood you were having.

Sunday, July 23, 2006 at 2:44 PM

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