i'm getting so FAT i dont wana i jump for joy.ginny was pressurizing me to meet up jus now. (alright, not really pressurize la, i'd glady like to know her more too. =)) *convincing then. and somehow, i dunno why, but the sense of paranoia to new meet ups was so intense jus now.
i mean, i have always not really like first time meet ups.i hate myself being judgemental. as much as i hate being judged and scrutinised by someone i wana leave good impression on. but when an over-interesting person(ginny, arent u happy?haha) comes along and strut his/her stuff i'd most probably muster some courage to meet up. but just now was like...weird. i just couldnt make myself agree to meet up jus yet.
and i wanted to tell her it's partly cos these few days i've been feelin a little crappy, like cannot socialize mood. (you get what i mean?) but i didnt la.
then...
i went to friendster, like i do daily before i turn in for the night, to check my daily horoscope and today(meaning 14th july) reads:
The Bottom Line
You're entering a more inward time, so feel free to spend more time by yourself.
In Detail
Today represents a very introspective, low-key phase of your life. Right now it's wisest for you to keep things quiet and let information come to you. Don't go out and seek stimulation from new experiences or new people anytime soon. It's not a healthy idea for you to go out and socialize or engage in travel. Instead, spend your time at home. Being alone isn't a bad idea, so if social-savvy friends are pressuring you about a crazy night out, you are well within your rights to beg off.
isnt that scary how true horoscope can be??? oh my. i'm gonna faint.
i'm such a drama queen. *rolls eyes
anyw, i should be meetin ginny next week. keep fingers crossed. =)