Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

dont tell a girl she's fat unless you're ready to face the consequences.
caught movie: 'thank you for smoking' with pink nipples(gary) today. quite a 'surprise' friend to go out with though, as in, he's not the usual friend i'll ask to hang out. but i asked him cos i felt our situations are kinda similar, so it's easier to talk? -shrugs

ok, and i badly wana watch thank you for smoking.

and i like it. i really really like it. not cos i stand by smoking. it's sharp, witty and loaded with killer lines. i like the whole idea of the film. especially how the man teaches his son that it's important to make his own decisions and believe in them.

i think that's the way i'll bring up my children next time. i mean, it's their life, they should be able to choose to live the way they want it. it's true i gave them life and i've the responsibility to see that they get the best out of life. but that doesnt mean i hold the right to control their lives. and even if i do, how long can i even control it? one day, i'll age and die away and they will still change somehow to the way they've always wanted to be.

what i see more effective is that i give them the opportunity to make decisions and go wrong, while i'm still around. so that i can help them out of their situations when things dont go well, so that they learn and never repeat.

everyone is given a chance in life to how their path will take on, mainly base on how they've walked it in the initial stage. you might say, 'oh if i dont mind my children properly and see that they take the right path, then they will end up leadin a hard life, with no point of return.' but you see, you've thus failed to see the beauty of life.

there's no exact right or wrong life, nor is there good or bad. i give my children a life, i want them to live it with passion, see the beauty of life and grow old remembering the things they've done, not regretting the things they've not done.

and why should i exert stress on myself on things i cant forever control? whatever will be, will be. que sera sera~

and thus, lastly, after much thought, i've decided to let things be. if it's meant to be, it will be.
i'll always love You, no matter what.

Saturday, July 22, 2006 at 12:49 AM

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