Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

words of an angel all the way from aussieland... *muahs*

3/14/2006 11:03:19 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
girl?? you're veryvery sexy. yet still goofy and approachable. know that- knowledge is power. with your physical attributes, you don't need to take crap from any guy at all. you deserve better. you're beautiful girl. not cos you're my friend, but because you are.
3/14/2006 11:04:02 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
don't let anyone bring you down. one life. yours. live it well. don't EVER let anyone bring you down.
3/14/2006 11:04:42 PM
broken chin and a sewn on heart.:
huh? what re u talkin bout??
3/14/2006 11:04:43 PM
broken chin and a sewn on heart.:
haha
3/14/2006 11:05:53 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
reading your blog babe. sudden inspiration. haha.
3/14/2006 11:05:54 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
so.. yea.
3/14/2006 11:06:03 PM
broken chin and a sewn on heart.:
haha.. thanks alot dear.. =)
3/14/2006 11:08:41 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
hee. one day, bring me to the beach. i wanna sit down with you and smoke my way thru a packa ciggies. donno why. but i just want to. with you. and we can talk the whole way thru. =)
3/14/2006 11:08:41 PM
prata, chicken rice, and chilli. lots of chilli.:
and bitch!!
3/14/2006 11:11:27 PM
broken chin and a sewn on heart.:
hahahha yesyesyes!!!

i cant say how much i am looking forward for cassan and xinyu to be back! and yes, i shall cam whore with cassan to fulfil her wish to have a friend who takes nice photos for her, when we go to the beach!! =)

anyway, on today, i thought today will be jammed packed with activities and so decided i wouldnt be free to meet up with joy. but guess what, i went to the library to meet up with the group only to learn that sandra isnt coming after all. i cant deny i was rather pissed then. if she isnt gonna make it and she knows we'll be meting up for a suppoedly discussion then she should at least inform me so that i know my being there wouldnt be needed and i can jolly well stay home and do my drawing instead of wasting my time and trip down.

so anyway, bummed alone at the library for awhile... yes alone cos eliza had to go off early and within a half hour, zoe also did. and had dinner at Hans alone when i learnt that nice mr Tk wouldnt come to the rescue either. haha. oh wells, then i thought of something and i had it penned down:

15th mar, 6.15pm

i suddenly have a thought. here i am sitting by myself at Hans and struggling with this mean and stubborn piece of steak that's got fucking veins so annoying i cant cut through them, and all of a sudden, i became very self-conscious of what i am doing and even began looking left and right to see if anyone has became so disgusted at the way i was cutting the meat that he/she is staring right at me. of course i didnt see anyone staring at me. apparently, accroding to eepei, only vera notices people in un-graceful acts and make the attention centered there. haha.

well, it got me thinking... is it possible that this sense of self-consciousness becomes more significant because i am alone? yes. cos if i were to be with companion, i'd definitely mimmick my cutting through the meat with such comical expressions that we'll soon be hysterical laughter. and i wouldnt even care bout what others might be thinking bout me. exacto! ironically, i've always tell myself and friends that i dont very much care bout people's opinions of me, esp of those who are mere strangers.

so then, does this self-opinionated decision of not fearing others' opinion of me apply only when i'm ion the comfort zone of having friends around me? what happens if life is differet and i were to be a loner with no friends, will i still be this person with a head-strong character and not mind people's opinion of me? will i be like that girl we see in 10 things i hate about you or will i be a loner who is forever so self-conscious of what i do and what i might do wrong?

smoking has turned my nails yellow. but who's to say that my nails wouldnt have turned yellow if i were to constantly change my nail colours everyday.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 at 3:31 PM

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