messaged lj, eliza, and doreen in msn at bout 10plus pm. and all 3 didnt reply... until 11plus pm when i really wanted to sleep badly.
but when i finally lie in bed, i just cant fall asleep. there's this sense of desperation running in me i cant quite deciphere. restlessness? the lists of things-to-do kept running through my mind and unwillingly, i started gauging how much time i'll need to do this and that. how much stuff i can try getting done between when and when. etc..
and so it got me messaging Kim if he'll please extend our dateline for visual studies. not so much of really wana procrasinate everything to hand in next week, but more as a back up plan. like reassuring myself that at least if so and so didnt manage to get this and that done by tmr, at least i've a back up. and then perhaps i can go to bed easier.
and thankfully he said yeah, try finishing half of our work and catch up next week. and it got me pretty excited and i thought of sandra's group facing all sorts of problems so msged her the good news. then i thought of eliza's workload and too msged her the good news.
and the domino-effect of events happen next kept me awake till now.
and after crying my heart out and my eyes sore, i'm no longer tired.
think i'm gonna continue my portfolio stuff now.
anyway, meaning to blog the following on sunday but didnt have time.
for eepei, eliza and sandra who have both got their share of bad days...
The Promise by* When In Rome
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end, I'll always be there.
But when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around, and I'll be there.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,I promise you, I promise you I will.When your day is through, and so is your temper,
You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended.
These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,I promise you, I promise you...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,I promise you, I promise you I will.I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you, I need to tell you...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,I promise you, I promise you...I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,I promise you, I promise you I will. I will. I will.msg me if u guys want me to send u the song. it's from the show napoleon dynamite and i thought the song is very good.