today has been so not ok.
sending cassan off was a little straining on the emotional toil.
it was like, wanting to be happy for her, yet wanting to cry that she's leaving.
journey to school has never felt this empty and lonely.
(and it's not because gramps isnt fetching.)
then...
the phone i'm no longer interested to check every 5mintues...
this is probably karma. ha.
do you know how much i cant bear you to go?
yet i know, i've to let go when i have to.