'sigh. it's crazy how keep our days busy, how many good friends and company we've got by our side but none replaces the one thing we want the most. no matter how hard we laugh during the day. we still go home to e same old room we've spent so many hours on end thinkin bout that someone. and then it all boils down to this loneliness and emptiness from within. this desperate need 4 someone to depend on and to love be loved. this is shit.'
-and so what else can we do by contemplate. i've been rotting the whole day thinking, till there's nothing left to think of. just hang on i guess..
'anyw the craziest n stupidest thing is tt i'vea sudden urge 4 sex. lols. not on e horny side though. more of havin someone to share e intensity n passio. havin some who takes effort in satisfying. havin someone whom i can wake up to. havin someone whom i can sleep in his arms. haha.'
-guess what i had the same notion this afternoon, after watching tv. i miss the level of comfort u can find in someone. the worse is knowing that they are people that know us the most out there, every physical flaw, they've seen all there is to us. but now he's just a stranger.
'my sentiments exactly! ** **, are we gonna find a guy who rightfully deserves us??? haha.'