Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

list of I HATES
1. lizards.
2. my smelly feet.
3. consecutive raining days. bah!
4. birds.
5. ANG MOs. (the think-they-are-high-and-mighty foreigners)

*no. 4 & 5 can be subsequently linked when appropriate.

i hate hate hate hate angmo. who do they bloody think they are! cocky, arrogant and think they're oh-so-great, walkin over the asians without fucking thinking where they are parking their cheebyes and lanjiaos.

i hate it when angmo ah-pek-going-to-be come up to me and say, 'hey beautiful, i thought we might be friends and see how it goes from there.'

PLEASE. MAKE FRIENDS WITH YOU, A FUCKEN ANG MO?? I'D RATHER WATCH PAINT DRY.

please fuckin have some brains. though, as much as i'm ashamed to say, some girls do spoil the asian girls image by drooling and panting over almost every angmo guy(even the loser type ones), not ALL will be flattered by a pick up line as cheesy and cliche as 'hey beautiful.' because,
1. i know i'm not beautiful compared to the girls you've in your fucken country and i know you only "think" i'm "beautiful" cos you cant get the real beautifuls in your own country and that sums you up as a LOSER.
2. please dont think 'hey beautiful' is the most wonderful thing one can ever say to us, asshole.
3. 'hey beautiful' belongs to YOUR generation, which btw, happen to be my dad's or even my grandpa's.
so, FUCK OFF.

dont you dare think that you can come to our country for some cheap fuck, pat your saggy bloody ass and think you're hot and sexy here. because back in YOUR COUNTRY, you're nothing more than a balding and beer-belly sprouting old dick, you WILL STILL BE anywhere else.

and dont over-rate yourself and think it's appropriate to hold my hand to grab my attention. not because i'm a traditional or down-to-earth girl(not that it's anything wrong tho), but BECAUSE:
1. i dont want to dirty my hand with your 24/7 used-for-masturbating hands.
2. you're such a turn off that even the thought of your hands touching mine, makes me wana puke my intestines out.
3. you're ang mo. full stop.

i hereby swear that the next angmo who approaches me, will be made to feel as shit as the piece of shit they are in their country.

and another fuck up happening that involves these assholes.

my grandpa fetches me to school, so cos it was raining heavily when we reached my school, gramps drove right into school to drop me off where there's shelter so i dont get wet. my gramps is very very nice and sweet, yes?

but you know what, someone as nice and sweet will always get bullied by the fuck ups in this world.

we drove to the only sheltered part where my gramps can drop me, which is about a car and a half lengthed. a van was parked in front of my gramp's car, occupying 3quarter of the sheltered space. so only meaning to 'alert the driver that there's a car behind his van, so if he's gonna take any longer, can he please shift his van for a little while so the people behind can alight', my gramps sounded his horn.

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upon seeing us there, the security guard went into the office which is very near the drop off point to get the driver out. so needless to say, the selfish driver is an angmo. and this fucken idiot could have just signal to us nicely to 'please wait a little while', but he didnt.

he stood in front of gramps car and went all cocky and fucked up with his bloody attitude. started gesturing in a very exaggerated n cocky manner, 'wait! cant you wait, you asian fuck?!' and his gestures went on and on, not just like once to get his point across but over and over. and the last straw was that he was directing all these gestures at gramps and even mouthed, 'old fuck.' at my gramps lah. i flared up.

bloody fucker, you wana KL n SL in my country you shoot your ugly dickface back to your country ya!

so pissed off i was that he was 'bullying' my gramps, i flashed my middle finger at him and mouthed 'shut. the. fuck. up.'

for awhile his face registered a wee bit of shock then he continued gesturing something like, 'ho, let's see who's better.' and he proceeded to walk slowly back to the office. i was gonna be late for meeting wan so i had to jump out of car-which i've been meaning to when my gramps first drove me in. (i thought it's just a very small distance wont get that wet, but it was gramps who insist and insist that i wait.)

anyway, after i came out of car and got pretty wet, the angmo emerged from the office and started walking to hsi van. and this is where the nice part comes in. =)

my family is known for not to ever allow people to walk over us *prideful smile* haha. so my gramps purposely drove his car and park beside the right side of the van so the angmo had to get into the van with difficulty. and he couldnt drive his van out cos my gramps had the time of his world. =) so poor dick, started horning and horning and my gramps?

my gramps gestured the 'wait' sign. and smiled.

Thursday, January 12, 2006 at 11:55 PM

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