dear blog(it's the first time i address u as such.),
i'm finally able to pull myself out of the sticky situation i've been stuck in for ages, and to move on. and i'm more than happy to announce my success in finally being able to let go-of things that i've been wanting to.
and so gwen has been saying, "i'll only celebrate with a nice bottle of champange if u ever find yourself an angmo boyfriend. stop settling for 2nd bests." i dont know what's up with her, but she's been going on bout me deserving a (romantic) angmo-caucasian bf. "someone strong in character to fit your strengths and look after you so that you can be really happy!" she said.
my say? i think she's just gotten herself too high on Sophie Kinseller's Shopaholic series. full stop.
1) i dont need anyone else to make me happy anymore. and if i wana welcome someone in my life again, i wana be sure it's only to make me happier and no more.
2) i dont like angmo. despite the fact that about 90% of them are hotter and power-packed with brains. nah, drop that thought. i still wont go for them.
3) like my nick went, 'if singlehood proclaims peace, i'd welcome it with open arms.' for now, everything has been oh-so-good, i'm beginning to enjoy being alone. no more answering to so and so and questions of doubts of the silliest issues ever. no more blame pushing. no more tears of madness and sadness. no more squabbles. no more what i had for the that period of time.
yayness.
well. all these, until someone start it all with, "i'll vouch for that."
and a new chapter in my life is blooming to life.
haha to welcoming singlehood. it's so yesterday. =)