hello!
prepare your ciggie and lah your kopi!
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself,
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars
Navigations are the 4 clouds.
vera in context.
vera's johari
(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!)
ARIES WOMAN
>>
>>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal
>>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things
>>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even
>>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
>>She
>>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for
>>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
>>
>>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
>>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face
>>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up,
>>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing
>>or mixture of character.
>>
>>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She
>>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize
>>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will
>>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other
>>people
>>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in
>>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing,
>>nothing will stop her.
>>
>>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another
>>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty
>>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
>>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold
>>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she
>>choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
>>
>>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is
>>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She
>>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also
>>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance
>>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do
>>not
>>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
>>
>>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come
>>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth
>>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even
>>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"
>>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you
>>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
>>
>>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent
>>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a
>>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most
>>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and
>>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her
>>beautiful
>>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
>>
>>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high
>>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will
>>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself
>>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
>>
>>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is
>>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,
>>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing
>>it.
i want/i need.
air. love. food. air. air. air.
Its been a long time since i've had time to think about the things that do matter, cos life seems to revolve around the things that don't. I go to school. Or I don't more often than not. But its become a sort of doing and though there is a lot of thinking involved i feel i havent thought enough. The proof of this is that I can't tell u who i am. I've forgotten that simple truth. I havent had time to think abt it. And now that i do, i'm a little scared. What have i become in the interim between who i was and now? i don't recall a transformation, just a slow loss of self. Perhaps now that i sit down and come to terms with it i'm appalled at me. Perhaps i am enthralled. I miss school. I miss lessons. I'm screwing up in almost every aspect of disciplined ordered life from school to my parents. But the bottomline is I don't care. I feel alive. I know i'm alive. And i'm enjoying every moment of it. i can't stick to the routine. i can't adjust to my own freakin life. but at least i know i'm living it and i'm doing what i want to do. or not. am i? it all boils down to who i am vs. who i want to be vs. what this life allows me to be. but that is a conflict within us all. life is a lesson we only learn when it is too late. so about me. i don't know. i can't really be bothered. i've typed all this crap and i'm just gonna say i'm not too sure but i guess this is me. whoever wrote this, semi-concious of putting down his thoughts, always aware of that person within me that i'm slowly coming to terms with. So about me? i really want to know. But the more important question is, about you.you must be thinking. i've not written for this long and all i can muster is copying someone else's profile and posting it as an entry.
i chanced upon this and it felt like 'dejavu' or is it 'deja vu' or is it 'de javu'. well whichever. and anyway, minus the missing school crap, all i did was skipped 2 days' lessons.
that's nothing.
unless compared to maybe.. hannah?
haha.
Friday, September 16, 2005 at 10:55 PM
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