one thing about going back to NP.. i feel like some kinda celebrity. ex coursemates going hysterical seeing me, ex classmates hugging me silly. and finally, friends who seem happy to see me but lack of topic to talk about.
somehow it feels so empty. like... shallow.
maybe i shant go back anymore. what's the point anyway. tested and proven that long distance relationships are difficult to maintain, guess it goes with friendships. it's sad but i've tried.
and why always me going the distance anyway... sigh.