"poly life is so 'individual'. no one really care what you're up to. everyone's bout his/her own life. no unitedness at all. i hate it. it's like hell for me now, need lots of help yet no one really gives a shit."
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it's the same everywhere. in jc, classmates dont share notes and teachers only know how to say they dont wana spoon feed. guess it's just a taste of real world."
there's so many reasons to hate bout poly life. i bet alot of us feels the same too. "if only we can be back in sec school where my friends are", etc..
neways, i'm beginning to feel certain attraction to a different
group of people. i believe they've certain emotional aspects another
group of people do not have. there's this particular person i feel very attracted to. feel like someone i can tell everything, anything to. and even dream of cuddling with. i'm not sure what's with it too, and i'm not sure if it's just a phrase. but the feelings are so real.