read ur thing btw u n tt diana
then..?
mayb u might b concerned but i think u mite hv taken it too far
u know wat im saying?
smtimes u react w/o thinkin n ur choice of words jus so killer u know
ya... i guess...
not gg to patch things up wit her?
ya.. i thought so too..
i really duno...
next time b careful la
e worst is blog fights
how to patch up now?
apologize?
think i'm crazed.
shit.
now i feel so lousy
i think she mite b feelin worst
out of nowhere ppl attack her like
haha
ya.. u seen her blog, her entry..?
i jus got to it. feel so crappy now.
i hate friendships. it gets so complicated. can i ever be alone??
i should jump off a building n die
you know what's your prob?
cuz u cant find ppl u can click wit in poly n u hv this one considerably gd fren n u expect her to b everything, listen to everything, understand everything, etc.
mayb ur not gg her a chance to breathe?
can we be friends forever? i tell u first? i know how i'm like, you know it too. if i ever make u upset again, jus treat me like i'm mad n ignore me-first. dont permanently kick me out.. k?
i'm feeling really sorry, yet not ready. at one hand, i feel like retaliating towards the stuff she said about me which i dont agree with, yet i dont know how to make her understand. on the other, i did really hurt her and if i retaliate, i'm probably gonna be stuck in some blog fight nessa mentioned.
i truly cared, but i guess i couldnt see myself crossing the limits. i failed to see the boundary there should have been there, and am sorry about it. i caused all the unpleasant feeling in myself and then take it out on you.
"He who seeks a friend without fault remains without."~ Old Turkish Proverb i honestly didnt. i chose the way stuff is in my life, by my own will. not a clause of anything.