"huh? i really wouldn't think she's in such financial state if you hadnt tell me man. she seems like she's quite well-to-do leh.."
"hey, do you know where's she?? why isnt she here for the lesson?"
"aiyo.. why never persuade or talk to her?"
it's so bloody none of my business you know. but people make me answerable for your irresponsibilities.
examples of 101 facts on someone who takes things for granted:
-her daily dosage of green tea and fries and (newly discovered) little indulges on gadgets n garbage can probably return the money she owes her FRIENDS.
-she takes "it's ok, just take ur time to return." as permanent generousity.
-lies, lies n lies.
-skips lessons whenever she's on "i jus dont want to go to class" mode, her fees are fully subsidised anyway ma..
-wears revealing tubes and halters to tuition just cos she thinks the parents havent say anything-yet.
-dragging the mambo bag her friend lent her on the floor like a dirt-soiled brandless bag.
i dont mean to be cruel/mean/"such a prick". and i'm not picking a fight with you either. you made me so mad at you i just hafta blow. and i hate it and have had of it.
stop behaving like a kid, will you. i'm not talking about the sunshine, cheerful front you always have but the way you act and behave to the stuff around you and, happening to you. not sure what i'm talking about?
c'mon, you know more than i do what kind of financial status you're in. i dont see why you can indulge on those childish innecessities AND not cherishing a job thrown onto your doorstep. whatever you do, fun comes first. i asked you if u can tutor on sat/sun. you said no. and i know why, sat n sun are your fun days. and for goodness sake, you're going for a tuition, throw on some proper clothes! the agency told the parents that you've experience and everything, even if it's all lies, they helped you get a job, couldn't you have put in more effort for yourself??
okay, forget it. my entry can probably run a million pages long if i dont stop. but i realised, no point me telling you how i feel anymore. it's infutile. you'll never really get it into your head, always see that you're still right one way or another, giving reasons and excuses for yourself. dont come msging me that you're sorry and thanks for letting you know this or that anymore unless you really mean it. cos u'd probably show me how right you're, in the beat around the bush way, when the tide calms down. dont think i dont know-i know.
and for now, stay away from me. let everyone know that we're
Not that close as they think. i dont want to care no more for someone who isn't worth my concern and takes me for granted.
need a word with more impact?
well, fuck off. and i really mean it this time.