Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

have been a long long time since i last blogged. the 7-months long holiday has past and so has the eager anticiption for school to start, to make new friends, to start studying real hard. but school start out to be kind of a let down. the course doesn seem like what i've expected it to be, what with learning the childish chicky dance, helping the baby to find the nipple, playing stupid "simon says"(and the lecturer daresay, "i guarantee it'd be fun, if not money back order!" then her silly sniggers) in class! sigh.. and the course is full of mutants! well, or should i say, the school is full of mutants since first day's main talking topic with my friends was "eh, my course got this and that mutant! eeYuk!!" oh and wm was like, "wow. so many lovely mutants. so interesting. nerd, lian, beng, act jap and drug addicts. i'm still alone. god help me."

you still dont know what a mutant is?!! well, here's a rough guide.
like what wm said: lians, bengs, nerds, act jap and drug addicts all fall in this category. on top of that, there's also the super low class, despos, mutated looks(the name says it all), weirdos, etc..

i wouldn't say i'm a 100% non-mutant, especially since having been in contact with them, i feel like i've been mutanified. then again, i've always been kind of a bimbo(i must have left the other half of my brain somewhere) and a bitch too, thankfully these do not fall in the mutan category.

(hmm. i'm really bored, like you guys cant tell..)

oh, maybe i should talk abit about my relationship recently. it's going pretty great, even though we've just had 2 rows in the last 3 days.

row no.1: fro my point of view, tk has to really try to control his temper. but he seems to be rather firm that he has every reason to lose his temper that day. i just feel that he could have explained stuff nicely instead of walking off in a huff while wm n i werent even sure what had irritated him. but we made up the next day, admitting that we were both in the wrong(haha, especially since i was so pissed that night that i scolded him 'fuck off').

row no.2: this happened a day after we made up. i was happily anticipating to catch a movie with him yesterday. but right after i met him in town, he started telling me off for being such a spendthrift. yeah, of cos i know being a spendthrift is not right but it's not like i can really, like really, help it. i mean, each time i go shopping, the money is there and the particular piece of, say shoes was shouting, "buy me! buy me!" i should think emma in the book 'shopaholic' will definitely understand how i feel! okay, taht's not really the point, he went on about me wasting my money on treating people this and that. duh, in my dictionary, that's called buying company and pleasure, doesnt he understand me enough? ok, that sounds damn pathetic, but you see, i'm really quite a loser and a loner, or somewhere in between there. alright, i dont want to go into that cos it's really not anyone's business and dont your face crease with pity, i dont need it. yeah, so he has a point there too, so i'm not bothered about that. what i was angry about was that he always find the wrong time to tell me off! like, cant he see we could have been spending a nice time watching movie and not losing my face being scolded by my boyfriend in public(orchard rd!). but he did have a point, relationships are not always about laughing and smiling and squabbles like these make it all the more better. and yeah, we did have a great time after we made up and went for the movie.

oh, speaking of which, it's my very first RA movie and i'm not even of legal age yet! alright, so i'm 18 but what the heck, everyone thinks that i'm 20+! but thankfully they all went, "but no, your looks dont look old. it's just the way you carry yourself.. blah blah blah.." and i've also found an advantage to looking old. *sniggers* but the movie was quite a let down in the sense that the porn parts are really very limited. it scores itself some brownie points for its funny parts though. like, the movie seems like those indie shows, cos throughout the show there's songs and dances! it's really funny, people should catch it just for laugh. it's called "the other side of the bed", if you're interested. =P

Saturday, July 03, 2004 at 4:48 PM

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