Lunar Valentines! haha...
last last night was the most amazing night ever. i had so much fun and enjoyed myself thoroughly. went to sentosa with him by cable car(
lan che), took monorail-with monkey jumping by!-around the small island and had Bk for dinner. then went to catch the show at musical fountain and stayed overnight at the beach...
anyway, back to musical fountain.. i've noticed there's a visible increase in the number of china people in singapore these days. all the groups of china people around us, and i felt like the odd one there, even he felt kinda embarrassed. *LOL* so anyway, we had great laughs at how this group china women gawked at two little caucasian kids. they were like, "whao.. ta men de xiao hai hao piao liang wor!"(whao.. they have beautiful children). so we went, "ta men the nai nai ye hen da wor!"(they have big boobs too!)
i have seen the musical once-the modified one, which spurts more than water over music background. thought he may like it so suggested to go. it's free anyway, which is a plus point cos of his financial difficulty. so he did quite enjoy it, i mean, who wouldn't be wowed by the fire spurting and the good collaboration of music, water and laser show? those china people were more than wowed, i must say! haha.
but yeah seriously, i'm not mocking at them. i'm just amazed and i feel that it's pretty cool that there's still these people around. people who hasn't seen enough of the world. people who still appreciates the simple pleasure of the smallest hint of new techonology. people of innocence to the newly developed areas of the world. i think they're great. and pure. and somewhat undescribeable. i know alot will never agree with what i feel about them, even he doesn't understand.
alright, anyway he burned a cd for me, compiled with love songs for me. mm, kind of a Vday's gift i guess. we're celebrating Vday before hand cos we may not be free on the day itself. yeah, pretty busy people.
still looking for that partocular song lyrics i love so much. well, it went.. "you're the love of my life..blablabla.." alright alright, will get the lyrics up as soon as i've found the full lyrics. so ya, that's my favourite song in the cd.
p.s. have i mention how amazing that night was??!
love is really amazing i tell you. just a few days before, i was having doubts about us, like what i've been questioning and telling su. she didnt give much comment but she helped by listening. it sort of sort out my thought, i think..
i was getting quite skeptical if he's really the guy for me, if i should share what i'm holding on to with him. we're kind of different-in fact, it's perfectly different. he seeks new technogy stuff which will benefit human needs. i hold on to values which means alot to different kind of people. and there are alot more differences. the list will go on and on..
but i guess, like viv told me, "opposite attracts." ha! ok, that's not quite the point. i realised, no matter out amount of differences, i still love him alot. nobody grins the way he does. nobody kisses me the way he knows. nobody hugs me with his warmth. nobody smells the way he does. and it's like, when i'm with him, differences doesnt matter after all. we just go... alright, we just love each other's company. and am i glad that i've left those fellows before him, and for the one who broke my heart before him-thank you.
if not for them, i wouldn't have known how much i'll grow to love this guy whom i once detested.