Purely Your Imagination

vera in context.

vera's johari

(ripped this somewhere which i think is really true!) ARIES WOMAN >> >>She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal >>frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things >>and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even >>real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. >>She >>think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for >>herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. >> >>If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This >>seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face >>mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, >>slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing >>or mixture of character. >> >>Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She >>thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize >>everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will >>handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other >>people >>that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in >>crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, >>nothing will stop her. >> >>Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another >>woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty >>dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. >>She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold >>and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she >>choose you, she will need to be proud of you. >> >>"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is >>"Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She >>plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also >>very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance >>because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do >>not >>want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. >> >>She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come >>from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth >>anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even >>when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" >>even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you >>can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. >> >>You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent >>some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a >>"Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most >>likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and >>artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her >>beautiful >>imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. >> >>A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high >>point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will >>not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself >>now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. >> >>If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is >>stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, >>but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing >>it.

i want/i need.

air. love. food. air. air. air.

fuck off you stupid, unworthy-of-my-time piece of shit.
i've had enough-
of you and your constant unreasonable shit
you're giving everyone around you,
even those you claimed to love.
if there's anyone who had let you down,
it's you, yourself.
so it doesn't matter,
cos some loyal friends of yours
will be there with you,
rain or shine,
tolerating your shit.
but if you'll just look back,
how many times does your friends
have to give in to the crap you're
always building up.
be thankful to them then.
but don't hate the rest for the lack of tolerance.
oh, and it's not that i do not admit my faults.
i do.
yes, i'm wrong to have lied,
to have not been there.
but have you ever wonder
why i'd choose someone else's company rather than yours?
well, here comes 10 things i hate about you:
1. i hate it when you constantly think how someone's going to let you down.
2. i hate it when you so often let your foul mood affect the whole of an outing.
3. i hate it when you expect people to give in to your demands just cos you're feeling like shit. it's not like poeple around you don't have days like that. did you do the same then, if your friends had felt that way?
4. i hate it when you think only you can dress the best, or only you know the best, or only you can do the best.
5. i hate it when you think each remark anyone make, or any look anyone give you, is to insult you.
6. i hate it when you insultingly 'tease' me about particularly anything. please. know. the. limits.
7. i hate it when you call my names like "aunty", just perhaps cos, you're simply too kiddy.
8. i hate it when you always think of ways where i'd have let you down, especially when you claimed i've friends now and thus no longer need you. i have friends all this while, if you'll just realise. stop thiking that your friendship with me is a charitable act on your part, cos i don't want, or need it.
9. i hate it when you are able to raise my hopes one moment and bring them all crashing down the other.
10. i hate it when you simply have the ability to be on my mind, nevertheless.

once again, if i may empasize, no one has let you down more than you've let yourself down. so many times you'd have deal with things, regarding your friendships in a better way, but it's your fuck-up attitude that blew things up.

may you have a happy new year,
and years ahead,
without me.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003 at 3:46 PM

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