ABC says:
they're juz treating u nicer cos ur w XX..
undoubtedly, this question has been hovering within myself for sometime.. but hearing it this way from someone is a totally different story. i'm not feeling insecure anything cos i do nnot feel any need to. i'm just wondering if mine spending all this time with these certain people is really worth it all. i mean, we do have loads of fun and stuff, but this is completely different from the moments when u spend it with friends whom you really love, whom you are true to and are true to you. you enjoy yourself that very moment but later, it's all empty inside.
frankly, i did hoped that the "got drunk and spill it all" night would have change abit of stuff.. i don't know what's the point to it, and i'm not sure if i really want-or for that matter, need it. i did wished people would change how they feel towards me and stuff.. but perhaps, it's time i shake myself out of my own naviette. everyone has different kinds of perception and whatever bullshit it's called. i must learn that some things are just the way it's.
anyway, i've just finished reading "can you keep a secret by sophie kinsella". it's a really good book.