04 dec-night of zhong ji mi ma. got home... dared myself to leave home.
05 dec-run away daughter, first time clubbing, stayed out and roamed the streets(shiping, viv, kahsiang and weiming)
06 dec, 5.30am-scolded by viv's dad, shifted to grandpa's house
07 dec-1month anniversary but he's not around
07-10 dec-blur of events--new job, late nights out, fun, rot, heartaches, cries....
11 dec-night of "tan-pan" with mom and aunt. got really tired of mom, of everything, just want to stay out forever. went to cassan's to sleep over. really sweet of her.
12 dec- had wonderful free breakfast at coffeebean with xinyu. then went kahsiang's for new haircolouring. red! damn nice. thanks to him.
night: sms from mom:"wanna come sentosa tmr? we booked 2 rooms, you'd know it's for your good results.. ........" really troubled. sick of the whole issue and the different kinds of feelings running in myself.
hung out at weiming's, poolside.(weiming, shiping, yeehui and her stead, sulyn, kahsiang). downed 8cups of gin/tonic-whichever it's+soft drinks. got high/drunk..?? embarrassing ramblings. cries+hugs. stumbles-sprained ankle and scratched knee. fell alseep at kahsiang for awhile, highness's gone when i woke up. disgusting feeling in the stomach, wana puke but cant. digged and puke abit. slept more.
13 dec morning-felt terrible, terrible, terrible... stupid ramblings. dumb. dumb. dumb.
afternoon-stupid fucking job. but thank goodness, i slept but was paid. ha!
night-went sentosa. everything alright from then.
14 dec-went places with weiming. had really lots of crazy fun. shopped. splurged. yummy food. watched love me if you dare. he pulled down his pants on the escalator! -"does these look nice with my nipples?"- yeah
15 dec, 12.00am-end of homeless expedition
now: miss xx terribly... sorry bird for losing my temper on you..
ok, i'm gona stop rambling!